Eclipse

2006-05-16T23:55:00.000+08:00

jus to say a few words.. hurr~

love my ba bei-s haha.. best pple in the world.. love sch so much cause of them..

adores my girlfriends.. wat would i do without u guys..

misses all my wives.. it has been a while since i saw u guys.. still thinking bout u..

home has been hectic.. where temper flare and words spoken in anger lash out.. home is not wat it use to be.. is not a place i look forward to going back to..

there and done.. i getting annoyed.. and super irritated.. jus forget it..

2006-04-13T16:20:00.000+08:00

it has been a long time since i blog.. terribly long.. i getting lazy to blog.. bah~ yet so many things have happen.. but i either dun have to time or the effort to blog it down.. this blog is almost non existent.. hmmmZ.. almost to the point where pple dun visit anymore.. haha~ i dun even visit my own blog..

hmmmZ.. one month has past since i blog.. well.. nth much have happen.. JUN went to paris.. so sad.. but she coming back.. soon.. actually is tomolo.. let see.. i worked.. kinda worked lah.. got a 100.. i trying to save money.. but failing badly again.. too much comics to buy.. i have not gone shopping in a long time.. bah~ i need clothes.. lala~

hmmmZ.. there was youth appreciation night.. at momo.. was it momo.. i can't really remember.. but skipped tt.. JUN not around.. PJ working.. and i have Von's birthday to celebrate.. so yupe.. hmmmZ.. wat else?? oh yah.. sch been busy.. though it has not started.. involve in the orientation on week zero.. so yupe.. had synergy leaders camp.. haha~ being in prog com is so much fun.. can do anything anytime anywhere.. lala~ cluedo was fun.. but night walk was even better.. super funny.. haha~

then there was samantha's chalet.. lala~ so fun.. mahjong.. though i can't really remember how to play.. lala~ and guess wat.. tammy from nyp.. was having chalet too.. we were in no. 3.. she was in no. 5.. wth right.. having meetings in sch.. so sianZ.. next whole week got to go back.. haha~

watching this nice anime recently.. called soukyuu no fafner.. haha.. it is quite a sad anime.. has no ended yet though.. but can tell is is sad anime.. lala~ but i like it.. haha.. the opening song is super nice.. called shangri-la.. hurr~

my.. long post..
telling u the turth.. this holiday has been a kinda sad one though.. pple drifiting in and out.. is kinda hard to tell wat reality and wat is not.. it is sad tt pple i m close to drift away.. and pple i dun really know drift even further.. but yet.. there have been happy moments.. made new friends.. but.. they cannot replace one another.. maybe it was partialy my fault.. geting caught up with school and other stuff.. it is hard to tell.. i think i m escaping reality again.. i always do.. i not a strong person.. my make believe worlds and friends is wat i think i will always have.. therefore.. i always run away.. from the truth tt this reality brings down onto me.. i jus a simple girl.. yet sometimes it fells like the weight of the world is on my shoulders.. but i guess i think too much.. it is not like i saving the world.. haha.. i jus hope tt i can make everyone smile.. in the end.. i jus tt carefree person everyone belives i m.. but no one is carefree.. but it is always easier to put on a smile and run away then to face the world.. i hope someone will come and bring me away.. for i m far too weak to go away and stand on my own..
my secret confession..

2006-01-29T22:03:00.000+08:00

ages have past.. haha.. this blog is almost as good as not in use.. bah~

lots of things have happen.. lots.. most of it was relatively ok.. but it has been a stressful last 2 weeks?? hurr.. i dun really want to rememeber.. something are best left forgotten.. haiZ..

regarding tt incident.. bah.. i dunno wat u gonna do bout it.. but.. i know that she wun lie.. u did put me in a vy difficult position tt night.. i really wanted to jus put down the phone.. i did not want to reply u to tt qns.. haiZ.. in the end i did.. and i really hope tt it wun come down to tt.. cause i would not know wat to do..

i promised u tt i wun lie to u.. i have not and will not.. i hope tt u will at least believe me on tt.. wat i told u was the truth.. and was wat really happen.. between me and her.. her and u.. and me and u.. so yeah.. sorry tt things had happen like this.. but pls cheer up.. and i hope u get to the bottom of the matter as soon.. since it makes u feel better too..

one last thing.. haha.. u made me use like a whole box of tissue tt night.. haha.. guess i was really upset.. due to tt incident and pehaps few other stuff.. has been a stressful month for me.. i guess even worst for u.. so.. dun think too much yeah..

all those tt were kinda involve.. haha.. dun think so much bout it k.. and cheer up.. u noe hu u r.. haha.. i love u guys.. bahahahahaha..

hmmmZ.. friday was a blast.. steamboat was fabulous.. haha.. loved it.. bahahahahaha.. been long since met u guys.. haha.. von.. u r not fat.. bah~ mel.. getting prettier ah.. yan ling.. your hair is really nice.. haha.. ling.. still skinny as ever.. i jealous.. dickson.. i see u quite often.. haha.. bus 15.. spencer.. as dear as always.. haha.. thankz for everything.. especially wat happen this month.. u cheer up too.. lala~

had a great time tlking and catching up on old times.. lala~ i was high.. haha.. thinking dirty.. as always.. bahahahahahhaa~ whee~

hmmmZ.. oh yah.. went to PJ's hse to surprise her for her birthday.. haha.. so funny.. we were hiding in PJ's room.. no space to hide.. then i was like humping JUN' against PJ's cupboard.. bahahahahahaha~ edwin and henry were like gaying under the bed.. oh gods.. was hilarous..

i tired to continue.. laziness is creeping back into my bones.. haha~ i shall blog.. in a.. i dunno.. next millenia.. haha..

2006-01-02T01:28:00.000+08:00

bahahahahahahahahahahaha.. 2005 is finally over.. wat is there to remember?? i dunno.. haha.. there is.. but nth tt i shld blog here.. haha..

2006.. hmmmZ.. resolution.. i dun think i shall make one.. cause i seriously dun follow.. bahahahahahahaaha.. okz.. on the eve.. wat did i do?? for once.. i decided not to go partying in town, suntec/espalnade or at some random friend's hse.. but to go to east coast beach.. haha.. kinda retarded.. but it was nice.. quiet for once.. bahahahahaha.. no need to dress up too.. lala~

hmmmZ.. met veron for dinner.. then butt came later.. haha.. after tt we went to buy green tea and snacks.. then we had ice cream.. super nice.. but ex.. lala~ some funny brand from cold storage.. is made with real fruit.. and is fat free.. lala~

next stop.. 7-11.. haha.. bought alcohol.. hurr~ hoegarden and JB with cola.. for u peeps who dun noe wat JB is.. it mean Jim Bean.. lala~ and i bought my small bottle/stash of absolute vodka.. finally finished it.. haha.. then we played with sparklers.. omg.. brigns back memories.. lala~ then took dumb photo.. haha..

then when 12.. the ship shot thier signal flares.. bah.. and horned their horns.. lala~ then lots of pple started lighting up their sparklers and throwing them into the sea.. bah.. tt all i did.. a nice and quiet celebration..

hmmmZ.. reached home bout 1.30?? i can't remember.. i manage to flag a cab.. haha.. then shower/clean up/wash up.. then slpt like a piggy pig pig.. yupe.. end of story.. bahahahahahahha..

2005-12-29T03:44:00.000+08:00

hurr.. been long since i blogged.. hurr.. i noe.. after my event.. never blog.. after my birthday.. aslo never blog.. after christmas also nevre blog.. i getting lazy.. bahahahaha.. super LLOOONNNNGGGG post..

so start with nov 27.. event day.. the day was crap.. we woke up late.. had ALOT of last min stuff to do.. bah~ no time for breakfast.. rush here and there and everywhere.. then got vy pissed at someone.. hurr.. shall not mention names.. anywayZ.. was ok til we found out tt there was a screw up in the route.. bah~ how fun.. took a cabs for dunno how long.. i seriously wanted to puke.. omg.. and spent like 60 to 70 within 2 to 3 hrs.. 50 of it was like my next week allowance.. there goes my food.. was so poor.. me and PJ had to share a plate of duck rice for lunch like at 4 plus.... came back to main site.. wanted to puke.. had a headache.. oh gods.. then prize giving.. got screw up.. everyone not where they suppose to be.. finally over.. still have to stay back to clear up.. hurr~ i seriously wanted to die.. i had like less than 3 hrs of slp a day for one week.. gods i looked gross..

birthday.. was on a monday.. woah.. i like start at 10 and end at 6.. how lovely.. is a long day.. crapZ.. went for POM tut first.. all crap and bull.. next had a break.. then econs lec.. skipped tt and joined spencer in the library.. hurr~ so glad.. then went for some course thingy thingy.. left sch late.. crapZ.. i skipped my jap lec because of tt crap.. oh well.. the teacher gave me a LOA.. and talking bout LOA.. my god.. i took like 4 whole days of LOA cause of the event.. i can't catch up with my studies.. ah F**K.. but in the end i anyhow lah.. manage somehow or another.. then parents have not gotten me my presents yet.. to today.. hmmmZ.. had wishes from friends all over.. was nice.. haha..

christmas.. i officially broke.. hurr~ all my money has gone to buy prezzie.. my god.. never knew i spend so much in a day.. but was kinda worth it in a way.. church friends prezzie was relatively cheap.. haha.. other friends were a diff story.. bahahahahaha.. so poor now.. but veron came to stay ove on the 23.. haha.. so cool.. had lots of fun.. talked crap.. then 24 we curled our hair for midnight mass.. whee~ veron looked pretty.. haha.. ate nice dinner.. have wine.. became a pig.. nth new.. then midnight mass peagent was rubbish.. stupid donkey tt keeps going HE-HO.. wtf.. anywayZ.. was not payig attention.. was msging christmas wishes around.. hurr~ then 35 had another christmas dinner.. with turkey this time.. i really eat like a pig.. hurr~

having hols now.. tt good.. finally a break in a super long while.. i nua-ed.. slpt like a pig.. haha.. oh my.. ish 4 in the morning.. and i got to wake up at like 8.30.. hurr~ no mood to slp tonight.. i depressed.. over wat?? i dunno.. haha.. is jus one of those days.. lala~ i jus being retarded.. i need money.. i want comics.. i m deprive.. hurr~ where my prince charming or where is atm machine.. bahahahahahaha.. okz.. getting tired now.. hurr~ life has caught up to me.. i getting old.. i dun feel old but the way i talk to myself.. i sound old.. hurr~ i talking to myself.. i seriously need councelling.. so as someone i noe said tt.. hurr~ wat dumb logical

hungry again.. but since when i was not.. hmmmZ.. bro got me this stuper cute pig called ashley.. the runaway pig.. love her to bits.. alot like me.. lazy.. clumsy.. loves chicken pie.. pizza and chocolate.. haha.. if life was like tt everyday i would not mind.. haha.. i making myself hungier .. bahahahaha.. shall stop here.. i too lazy to type the rest.. shall do it another day.. bahahahaha~ hopefully in a better mood.. wahahahahaha..

2005-11-20T00:53:00.000+08:00

so hungry.. so slpy.. so tired.. and i got a backache.. bah~

it is only a week away from the event.. so exciting.. and scary.. finally.. all the months of brain deads, slacking, free labour and lot of extra stuff.. it is going to be over.. haha.. i gonna cry when it is over.. bah~

then after that i will be so free.. lala~ shopping.. haha.. slping.. everything i wanted.. lala~ i can celebrate my birthday in peace too.. haha.. whcih reminds me of MTV in dec.. hurr~ so interesting.. i wanna start to get good sponsors.. like topshop etc.. haha.. whish me lucks..

anywayZ.. i like so nua now.. lala~ super brain dead lah.. did lots of crap today.. ran around the office like a crazy gal.. print and trim lots of stuff.. pack stuff.. had meetings.. go reccee.. tooks lots of cabs.. spend lots of money.. and i want my purple saree.. haha.. it is free.. lala~

backache-y.. hurr~ i can't sit properly.. sobZ.. tomolo free breakfast.. YAY!! then off to shop for the small logistics stuff.. and i wanna go expo.. got the make-up fair.. haha.. 80% off lei.. lala~

need to wake up early tomolo.. better slp early too.. lala~ haha.. niteZ.. byebye..

2005-11-13T23:56:00.000+08:00

bah~ i feeling so crapZ now.. lala~ sch been ok.. lala~ amazing race is in 2 weeks time.. bah~ and so many things have happened.. shyt..

talking bout race.. it been hell sia.. first thing first.. i think we started it off too late.. or something.. there is like not enough time or barely enough time to finish up all the rubbish.. hurr~ rushing thru some last min stuff.. so crappy..

been kinda sad.. hurr~ maybe more like irritated too.. i dunno.. but i seriously need to say something bout recent happenings.. i shall not mention names or wat-so-ever.. firstly.. i do hope everything jus settles between u two.. whether u guys gonna talk it out or not.. nextly.. though u said that i have not say in this argument.. i think i have a say in one part of it.. where is concerns a certain someone (HY).. i did not find it out myself during the camp fire night.. u t0ld me over the phone.. i want to make this clear.. other than this.. i do not have a say in this.. i dun want to be seen as taking a side or watever.. thirdly.. i not some kind of item or wat that when u need me or my help that u come and find me and ask for help.. i a person too.. i have feelings.. i want to make this claer.. she did not steal me away from u.. we are close now is because we spent so much time together.. doing the race or going out together.. i trust her and she trust me.. u said that she stole me away from u cause i kinda like drifted away from u.. why did u not call me or visit me?? like i said i not something left on the shelf for u to use me as and when u need me.. next.. i not going against u.. nor did she ask me to or wat-so-ever.. i want to clear things up between me and u first.. watever i said/tag that day.. was facts.. nth there was meant to be against u.. wat i want to say.. i have said.. written down.. is up to u to believe..

u have your own opinion.. i have mine.. every story is like a coin.. it has two sides.. since i m not entitled to have a say in this.. i shall not comment on wat u guys shld do.. but if u ever need to talk things out between u two.. i will be there for u guys.. as a friend.. i not taking sides..

there.. said wat i needed to.. i jus hope everything will jus settle.. there is enough things for me to handle.. i not a octopus.. i dun have eight arms.. so u guys jus take care..

lala~ i done.. shall blog another day.. hope things will be on a happier note..

2005-11-08T13:10:00.000+08:00

whee~ i need to blog.. been ages liaoZ.. hurr~ so anywayZ.. nth much have happen in hte past week.. bah~ other than slacking at home.

yupe.. did not go to CDC for a whole week.. is a break before sch opens.. bah~ went out for abit of shopping.. haha.. but like this whole holiday never buy much.. like three skirts.. and two tops.. so sad lah.. bah~

YAY!! bbq was fun.. haha.. YAY!! was at von's hse trying to chop up stingrays.. haha.. then maked chilli paste for it.. whee~ so yummy.. loves von's chilli.. lala~ so off to the bbq.. whee~ cooked first.. then got hungry.. so change shift.. i was pigging out.. haha.. dickson came too.. then he told me tt stanford is like taller than him.. i was stuned.. so was yan ling, von and li ying lah.. then christopher now like skinny lah.. so shocking.. haha.. everyone all stuned.. bah~

then went cycling.. haha.. and mel fell down.. poor thing sia.. scraped her elbow.. then her top tore.. bah~ so anywayZ.. cycle to 7-11.. see if got antispectic.. and then she bang into someone.. she like so suay lah.. haha.. no antispectic.. so go toilet wash and clean the wound.. haha.. she was like wah pain sia.. haha.. but vy brave.. whee~

left around 11.30.. then wait for bus till i want to die lah.. wah lao.. 20 over mins.. i give up.. took cab home.. crapZ.. 5 bucks.. lala~

yesterday was first day of sch.. haha.. was crappy.. met all my old classmates.. haha.. we still in the same class lah.. haha.. then i got into my jap CDS.. but crapZ.. no one i noe same lec or tut as me lah.. bah~ then went for lec.. at first shu yi go with me.. but she left like after 5 mins.. then i met my friend's friend.. so sat with him in the end.. crapped abit loh.. lala~

today was like crapZ ah.. first week of sch no tut loh.. so like everyday is a 2 hr lec.. bah~ i dun even noe way i go sch for.. haha.. thursday are the worst.. i go to sch for 2 hrs and i end.. wth right~ bah~

anywayZ.. got meeting later.. at 7.. so sianZ.. dun feel like going.. someone humour me.. bah~ go slp first.. tired.. lala~

2005-10-27T00:25:00.000+08:00

bah.. i never blog for a long time.. haha.. let do a re-cap..

hmmmZ.. first.. JUN came over on thursday.. to play mario party 6 and paint our nails.. haha.. so funny.. then friday.. she came over in the morning to add the gliter and paint the top coat.. hmmmZ.. after tt got rehearsals at CDC for fashion fiesta at 4.. haha.. so went to CDC.. took a cab.. lazy lah.. then rehearsals until so late lah.. 11 plus then end.. hurry rush home.. so tired..

next day.. sat.. the actual event.. haha.. everyone so excited.. bahahaha.. right.. so reach there.. we put our bags down, then went to the tentage.. so cool.. black tentage sia.. haha.. then ranjeet told us to change into our clothes.. hmmmZ.. change loh.. then we went back down to the tentage.. and sat in the hot sun.. omg.. the dresses were like so hot lah.. mine was long sleeves and the skirt and like 4 or 5 layers with the ken ken.. in the end.. ranjeet told us to go to 8 floor where got the fountian terrace.. there got reception at 6.. so we slack slack slack.. til 5.45.. dinner came.. we had to rush thru dinner lah.. crapZ.. then pose as statue like things for reception.. bah.. then media came.. stupid.. film in front of me and sarah.. crapZ.. and the guy was like cannot talk ah.. cannot talk ah.. so eerrr.. right~ haha.. after tt is the cat walk and stuff.. we were so nervous.. haha.. then the midnight segment came.. we wne t out and pose.. the stupid camera man keep using his flash and take photo.. got blind lah.. dumb..

so ya.. basically.. tt was how fashion fiesta ended.. haha.. we were so high after tt.. screaming and dancing away.. bahahaha.. then took photo with mayor.. whee~ and then we quickly went back up to 12 floor to change out.. super hot.. before tt.. we were taking photos.. haha.. so fun.. it been a eye opener.. haha.. glad to be part if this.. haha..

hmmmZ.. anything else.. dun think so.. haha.. got meeting later @ 3.. so sianZ.. then recce before tt.. so sianZ.. bah.. humour me someone.. haha.. so guess tt bout all.. haha.. byebye..

2005-10-20T00:23:00.000+08:00

whee~ i m like super high lah.. went all the way down to arab street to get my costume.. bah.. so far lah.. and the shop no air-con.. can die sia.. haha.. anywayZ.. was ask to try this and that.. so eerrr.. then went outside the shop to take photo.. everyone all staring lah.. bah..

so first tried on this black with red lining like thingy.. i think it looks nice lah.. black and red.. i liked tt alot.. but then sarah could not find a dress.. then the designer said maybe sarah shld wear mine.. and i try something else on.. at first i tried some black adn gold one.. omg.. look like bumble bee lah.. so funny lah.. then this other black and white one.. in the end.. i got the black and white one.. though i prefered the black and red one.. bah.. haha.. had lots of subbishy fun at the fitting shop..

then went to CDC for rehearsals.. haha.. so crappy.. anywayZ.. we were like shocked lah.. did not expect tt we were going on stage loh.. haha.. even though we are wearing mask.. but hmmmZ.. quite exciting.. haha.. friday got to go back.. bah.. i think id full dree?? i not sure.. jus bring camera to take pics.. whee~

and yes.. my new blog is not up yet.. bah.. going to be ready.. a few more days.. haha.. so excited.. haha.. guess tt all to it.. haha.. JUN coming over to play game.. and paint nails.. so cool.. haha..

2005-10-15T01:36:00.000+08:00

bah.. finally my com is up.. haha.. so happi.. it is fixed.. whee~ anywayZ.. gonna change my blog soon peepZ.. will update u guys about the new add.. haha.. feeling so dumb now..

anywayZ.. been quite busy the whole week.. with audition and stuff.. haha.. got few cool dances.. haha.. so cool.. bahahaha.. anywayZ.. amazing race the date change again.. so dumb lah.. cause mayor not free.. now it is pushed back by two weeks.. can u imagine.. gods.. so late lah.. sch start liaoZ loh.. dumb dumb..

hmmmZ.. gonna be a busy week next week.. Zatan asked me and JUN to help out in FWS (fashion fiesta).. and i think i getting paid.. bahahaha.. and so good loh.. i think they using stila cosmetics lah.. so cool.. bahaha..

i dunno got wat else to rant about lei.. i noe i got lots of things to say.. but i jus dunno wat or at least i can't remember.. haha.. like tt i shld end here lah.. bahaha.. niteZ..

2005-10-07T15:58:00.000+08:00

bahZ.. long time no blog.. haha.. update update update.. bahahaha..

whee~ i m like so sianZ.. bahahaha.. yan ling is sitting next to me.. bah.. rotting here in CDC.. haha.. actually got things to do but haiZ.. everyone no mood.. and Zatan is acting super weird.. like really super duper weird lah.. haha..

hmmmZ.. wat to write, wat to type, wat to say?? i dunno.. brain like so dead lah.. then my com at home crashed.. like wat the hell lah.. i got nth to do lah.. bah.. like so sad lah..

i gonna end things here.. i super brain dead lah.. later go shop.. i dun care.. haha.. neoprints.. so cool.. haha..

2005-09-28T01:03:00.000+08:00

heyoZ.. been long since i last blog.. bah.. i actually dun remember when i last blog but ai ya.. who cares..

so tired.. i wanna slp.. feeling so slp deprived.. crapZ.. my eye bags are like.. bah.. dun wanna talk bout it.. so ugly.. crapZ.. why is there so many things to do?? so stress.. bah.. i wanna CRY!! i want my bloster.. wahahaha..

suppose to go recee.. haiZ.. then was feeling so lazy.. weather like crap.. everything like crap.. so decided to go later today.. and this time is must go.. cannot push back.. shyt.. feeling so crapZ.. i wanna fall sick.. so no need to go.. bah..

shall keep this post short and sweet.. got no mood.. and super lazy and crapZ.. hungry again.. hmmmZ.. go find food if there is any..

2005-09-22T22:15:00.000+08:00

bah.. humour me.. right.. weather today so bloody cold.. crapZ.. can;t feel my toes.. shyt.. where is my blanket.. where is it?? WHERE??

hmmm.. i scared of xiaojun and PJ.. seriously.. those two wun let me go home.. bah.. first they grab me, one on each side.. drag me to the food court and make me sit in between two of them.. then they let to order food.. so for me not to escape, they asked justin to watch me.. and there i was running late.. late for dinner.. bah.. anywayZ.. i tried to escape and both of them came running back.. then they stole me bag.. NOO.. i was chasing PJ and xiaojun around the food court.. like little kids playing ctaching.. right.. so mamny looking loh.. so paiseh.. then loki called.. cause i ask him if he leaving CDC.. so i ask him to wait6 for me til i got my bag back.. and tt will take a while.. like after 10 mins more of chasing, passing, they finally left me go.. oh god.. i quickly said bye and rushed up to meet loki.. feeel bad for making him wait.. oh crapZ..

oh well.. i think i shld tell them i go toilet or something and run away.. they are scary.. haha.. and loki had to say i was fat.. right.. why r u always saying i m fat.. i know i m fat.. no need to keep telling me everytime u see me.. bah.. u r skinny.. i know.. and i m jealous.. bah..

oh well.. tomolo got meeting.. maybe i eat out with them.. so no need to play catching or wat so ever.. haiZ.. i was so tired after tt.. haha.. not to mention hungry too.. haha..

was so tired yesterday.. slpt at 5 plus.. was up doing the damn bloody forms.. for the talent search and race.. oh crap.. had to put in the box for photo and ask so many retarded qns.. ok.. not really retarded.. but it was a waste of time.. has to do spacing and those crap.. then add in for xiaojun in her concept paper.. cause all the lines and spacing goes hay-wired.. oh crapZ.. xiaojun u better treat me to ice-cream or something.. bahahaha.. can't wait to take my o lvl cert.. haha.. kinda late right.. i noe.. bahahaha..

guess tt all to it for the past few days.. crapZ.. i seriously need my blanket before i freeze to death.. haha.. i got no resistance to cold man.. haha..

last but not least.. it is Fran's birthday today.. so here is a HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO UU!! all the best yah..

2005-09-16T20:54:00.000+08:00

crapZ.. Some kind of holiday.. my ass.. bah.. and there i thought i could get a job and earn money and go shopping.. my footie.. bah..

well.. i did have my class chalet.. so fun loh.. haha.. did lots of lame and crappy stuf.. expecially zheng yang.. wth.. he ah.. haiyo.. crapZ lah he.. so rubbish.. one thing i definetly remembered was slping in the floor next to the wardrobe.. bah.. haha.. 11 pple in a room with only 4 beds.. plus a fat qi wei.. haiz.. where got space?? haha..

stuck in CDC doing the amazing race event.. which i quite happy with the progress liaoz.. haha.. done lots of things.. whee~ got pricing for photography done, emailed east coast town council for location, called up the event company.. but i think we are changing it.. drafts for forms all done.. hmmm.. insurance is half way done.. all in all, been good..

today we did the checkpoints and the route done for all three categories.. yeah.. claps for PJ, justin and myself.. haha.. gotta call up select catering for food for GOH.. and find food for performing YAs and race participants.. and traditional food.. and P.A. warehouse for costumes.. hmmm.. still got lots more to do..

anywayz.. PJ having her MTV production soon.. whee~ go help her in the commitee.. haha.. anywayz.. east coast town council like short of pple working there.. haha.. i emailed this guy called foo say chiang.. then zatan tell me.. u noe hu foo say chaing is.. i said yah.. then zatan tell me he is the GM.. i noe tt.. and he is not only the GM loh.. he is also the CEO and the secretary.. wat the.. then he and the chairman share the same email add. and tel. no... wat the..

anywayz.. got meeting tomolo.. at 9.30.. sianZ.. feel like mariaa.. bah.. should stop here.. haha..

2005-09-09T00:37:00.000+08:00

YES!! finally exams are over.. bah.. crapZ.. cheryl is gonna die.. her answers to all her papers were bullshit.. she is gonna die.. badly.. bah..

anywayz.. so tired.. and finally everything is over.. for sch.. i got a two month break.. but i still got things to do.. aww crapZ.. amazing race is seriuosly behind time and i dunno.. argh.. i can't be borthered.. i taking a break til wednesday.. i got chalet and bbqs so dun disturb..

haiz.. everything has gona down the drain i can say tt.. for some pple.. haiz.. wat m i suppose to do?? i also dunno.. this has happen far too many times.. haiz.. and i m always the one sitting on the fence.. the middle man.. crapZ.. i dunno if she wants to listen to me.. haiz.. everything seems to be going hay-wire.. how did this happen?? why did it happen?? and wat excatly happen?? haiz.. so troublesome.. one problem after another.. i jus wanna hide under my blanket..

bah.. feeling crappy.. super crappy.. nothing going right.. my mum gone mad.. my sch work and exams are like shyt.. my life is at a standstill.. haiz.. i need to shop.. badly.. bah.. but got no money.. aw crapZ.. this sucks.. haha..

i gonna end things here.. i got no mood to talk bout things.. especially type it out in my blog.. i lazy.. guess tt pretty much..

2005-09-01T16:24:00.000+08:00

oh gods.. cheryl feeling everything except happy.. argh.. so sianZ.. having her study break now so shld be studying right.. well.. cheryl does not really study.. and crapZ.. she thinks she gotta re-take all her subjects which means she getting kicked out of TP.. everyone say hip hip hurray.. bah..

wat the.. cheryl does not want to study.. not now not ever.. argh.. she wanna go play badminton.. she wanna go run round the track.. she wanna go shopping.. she wanna go eat.. she wanna go sleep.. she wanna do everything excpet that blasted studying.. crapZ.. cheryl feeling super down.. argh.. pulls out her hair.. argh.. she runs around.. hits a wall and dies.. yeah.. cheryl is happy.. right..

cheryl got a new ambition.. haha.. to be like ruby gloom.. haha.. she so cute.. whee~ anywayz.. cheryl wants to bee a grim reaper.. ain't tt cool.. haha.. she go around collecting souls.. oohhh.. pretty pretty lights.. lala.. cheryl lost her mind/brain under a stack of imaginary paper.. bah.. feeling like crapZ.. where is her book.. cheryl needs to write poems.. she need to de-stress.. argh.. wait a min.. what m i feeling stress about?? hmmm.. cheryl can't seem to remember.. how queer..

anywayz.. it is Yan Ling birthay today.. whee~ so hapy for her.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAN LING.. HOPE ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE.. WHEE~ YOUR WIFE LOVES U ALWAYS.. okz.. right.. that is the third form of wishing cheryl gave yan ling.. hmmm.. ain't she lucky.. haha.. crapZ.. cheryl noe..

cheryl ran out of space in her book shelves.. argh.. her and her borthers book are pilling on top of one another.. right.. cheryl is suppose to study.. but she is ranting on her blog like thingy.. she was suppose to study on monday and tuesday but in the end watch TV the whole day.. bravo.. then today like bits here and there.. lala.. sianZ..

woah.. this turned out to be quite a long post.. well.. when cheryl is in the mood to crap and rant and mumble and jumble and complain and etc.. she guess it can be this long.. haha.. wonder wat cheryl having for dinner.. hmmm.. maybe the dead snails in her garden or those cockroaches she saw.. hmmm.. endless choices.. bahahaha..

cheryl has officially gone senile.. but she thought she was senile already.. oh well.. guess cheryl have nth much to say.. dun wanna complain too mcuh either.. she got enough headaches.. bahahhahahahahaha.. guess it is tata.. see ya around.. bahahahahha..

I Gave Up On Giving Up..
I Hope You Understand..
But If You Don't..
I Don't, I Don't Blame You..
After All.. No Ones Does..

2005-08-23T21:52:00.000+08:00

haiz.. wat a way to start my blog.. feeling crappy.. haha.. it is the weather.. haha.. and other stuff.. i listening to too much sad and haunting music.. bah.. it is affecting my mood.. crapZ..

anywayz.. to a certain someone who i noe wun come to my blog.. cause i dun think u noe i have one.. haha.. but i jus want to say this.. cheer up k.. dun do silly things.. u silly boy.. haha.. they way u talk and how i see u.. u look like a little boy tt is lost.. haha.. sorry.. could not help myself.. anywayz.. hope everything turns out fine.. whee~

my study break is next week.. lots of mugging to do.. shyt.. i gonna fail.. i dun understand any of my lec or tut.. bah.. can't wait for exams to be over and done with.. then off i can do my other stuff.. like TV, DVD, running??, shopping, slping, ETC.. haha.. i can't wait..

to two pple.. shall not mention names.. cheer up.. this is over liaoz.. u both have made your decisions.. hope everything goes well.. and i give u my wishes in everything u do.. take care.. anything can call k.. dun be sad anymore..

anywayz.. lets' talk bout today.. haha.. not sch.. my tut for today all done liaoz.. but did project.. went to the airport.. whee~ miss this place.. haha.. first went to pacific coffee.. had coffee.. collected and collated all our surveys.. and did the statstics.. after tt, we all were hungry and felt so sianz.. so went to eat sakae sushi.. eat eat eat.. gobble gobble gobble.. then got this four SAC gals.. so funny.. dunno wat they were doing, either throwing food away.. or trying to tapau home.. we could not stop laughing.. and now the six of us got new nicknames.. haha.. me, shu yi and cheryl chua are called the tai tai.. so is lek tai tai, ho tai tai and chua tai tai.. then tricia is career woman.. then guyson and qi wei is kangalo and changalo.. haha.. lots of laugh for today.. whee~ shld have more projects in airport.. haha..

guess tt is all for the last few days.. other stuff, i too lazy to mention.. haha.. guess i shld say tata.. byez..

2005-08-17T00:50:00.000+08:00

aahhh.. screams and runs around.. pulling hair out.. my exma s are around the corner.. crap.. i had my summartive test today.. think i screwed it man.. shyt..

referring to my last post.. i jus found out tt it was not 500 to 1000 participants.. it was a bloody 5000 participants.. cursess.. cursess.. amazing race is gonna be better than some crappy ndp organised by some useless army personel.. scratches them.. /// meow~

played badminton on monday.. for an hour then ran the track once (400m) and rested for half an hour.. then played again for 2 and hald hours straight.. ouch.. my bum is aching.. so is my shoulder.. haha..

feeling lame these days.. jus took a super lame pic on monday.. go see friendster.. the one with the paper bag over my head.. like wth.. oohhh.. tomolo getting jeresy.. happi.. the muggers.. haha..

yeah.. shu yi is gonna join archery course with me.. dunno when is the course but i gonna join.. haha.. legolas is sho cute.. my idol.. lala.. and my sch bookshop really rocks.. loves TP bookshop to the MAX!! not only they sell lots of meiji chocolates.. they sell manga.. chuangyi comics.. so cool right.. my god.. i not need to go to tampines.. in sch can buy alreadi.. whee~ loving my life..

anywayz.. i so glad all my projects are dying down.. only left one now.. then test.. and hopefully i pass.. especailly BAcc1.. shyt.. haha.. i wanna go shopping.. wahaaaaa.. buy wat i dunno.. but i jus wanna spend money.. ruby gloom.. i hope u r still waiting for me there.. haha..

was busy typing out the minutes for the amazing race jus now.. haha.. late sia.. meeting on sat and i jus send out the minutes today.. shyt.. missies all my sec sch pple.. especially my wives.. wahaaaa.. i shld call a class gathering?? haha.. go eat sushi.. come to think of it.. dunno someone want to treat me to sushi anot?? haha..

ai yah.. crap enough today.. haha.. nitez..

2005-08-11T00:01:00.000+08:00

woohhh.. NDP.. yeah.. holiday!! like real.. holiday my foot and my arse..

went for the countdown at marina south.. omg.. sarah's uncles owns the BBQ shop at marina.. the whole coffee shop.. anywayz.. she got free tickets loh.. like 40 of them.. and only sarah, kash and me went.. like -.-''.. lame.. haha.. anyway.. we drop at marina bay MRT.. and sarah's dad fetched us to the main stage area cause he had the pass.. and we saw so many pple walking.. i felt so fortunate.. then free tixs.. we could sit free rides.. and sat on the stupid dance music watever thingy like 10 times?? i dunno.. i lost count.. haha.. thankz sarah..

then 9 august itself.. so called involve in the tampines celebrations.. went to run with the mayor of south east.. some stupid 400m relay crap.. ok loh.. so run.. run finish.. wanted to stay back for fireworks.. then bingy ask pple hu can help.. so help loh.. after all i staying back mah.. and guess wat we had to do.. after the show, all the participants had to sign in the drums and we had to put it inside the tentage.. but the area was so small.. then one organiser say he will get pple to help us move the instruments inside the cargo container.. in the end.. no one came to help.. so 14 YAs and like dunno how many particiapnts?? 500 to a 1000?? so take the drums then we jus anyhow put on the floor.. no time and we were short-handed.. and soon we were running out of space.. so i tried to pack.. bad idea.. pack abit here and there.. and soon i found tt i was surrounded by all the instruments.. and xiao jun too.. both of us were like.. shyt.. we are stuck.. and yet drums and other instruments kept coming in.. no space liaoz.. we jus threw thins everywhere.. haha.. pure terror..

i bend down and up, stretch here and there till i ache all over.. i can't bend down today.. i feel like an old woman tt is pregnant.. and the best part as lunch and dinner was not provided for us.. not fair loh.. wat this man.. slaves ah?? KNS.. haiz.. anywayz it over.. dun want to talk bout it..

whee~ having a presentation today.. haha. semi-formal.. so shy.. haha.. wish me lucks.. lala.. guess i shld stop here.. go slp early.. super tired.. my eyebags are big.. whee~ nitez..

2005-08-05T22:06:00.000+08:00

i m tired.. i m slpy.. i gonna mad.. someone jus shoot me..

i hate projects.. the month of august is the attack of the project deadlines.. shit.. i totally clueless on wat to do.. haha..

woah.. i jus realised tt i have not blog for 2 weeks.. well.. was super duper busy.. let's see.. was fully booked from 25th to the 29th.. project discussion, meetings, etc..

and for this week.. well.. have to pass up my OB project today.. and my comm sk1 introductuon and draft for my survey and the mindmap for report writing.. rushed thru everything man.. we did OB like from mon to today.. omg.. how come take so long, i have no idea.. anyway.. so much problems.. especially today.. deadline was at 5pm.. we ended sch at 11 but we have CCN day loh.. got some much shopping to do in sch loh.. but no.. we had to do our project.. then we finally finished our OB.. bought the cover page and backing and binded it.. look so nice.. haha.. then on the way to pass up our project, we were walking thru the wole bus sch.. looking at all the food and things for sale.. so cool.. haha.. dedicated a song.. cause spencer asked me to.. >.<..

anyway.. after passing up, we went back to the lab to do comm sk1.. the intro was done super fast.. but the survey burned everyone's nerves.. half way during discussion, i fell aslp.. haha.. was super shag.. anyway.. then when things started to go wrong.. than god i was aslp.. i wld have jus vomit blood and die.. anyway.. everyone was giving each other attitude.. haiz.. not happi say lah.. not need to ach cool and watever.. shall not elaborate.. i can't be bothered and i dun give a shit either..

anywayz.. thank god i dun have my commitee meeting today.. so damn bloody tired.. thankfully it is tomolo.. but it is so early.. 10 in the morning.. i can't slp in even for one day.. crap.. i quiting poly.. haha..

my family has extended.. whee~ so happi.. i got a grandson.. called ah yang.. then two new wives.. actually one of them is a guy but i changed his sex.. whee~ shu yi.. loves her.. and qi wei or as i call him qi mei.. haha.. funny pple..

was so happi on sunday.. went shopping.. with mummy.. yeah.. bought all my formal wear, my pants, skirts, blazer, tops.. and a baggy.. a nice purple one too.. but spend so much.. like 300 plus?? oohhh.. ouchy.. tt alot..

oh yah.. went out yesterday for dinner.. seoul garden.. yeah.. ay bugis.. then went to action city.. saw the naruto kunai.. me and my bro got one each.. yeah.. then i want to the english comic shop near kino and seiyu.. omg.. saw a super cute soft toy.. gonna get her.. she is ruby gloom.. she is so cute.. cost is 40.. haha.. making my bro get it for me for my birthday or christmas.. hope she does not get sold first.. she is so pretty.. and my bro saw this tenjo theje figurine.. omg.. she is so chio.. price 80.. haha.. maybe get for him.. whee~ loves my bro lots.. haha..

anywayz.. guess i shld stop here.. want to slp.. haha.. nitez..

2005-07-23T23:30:00.000+08:00

bah.. so long never blog liaoz.. haha.. busy mah.. especially last week and the following weeks to come..

last week had lots of prjects to pass up and do finsihing touches.. CSA passed up on mon.. did our stupid webbie.. bah.. then comm sk got oral presentation next tue.. so have to prepare script and powerpoints.. then another project for comm sk again.. is report writing.. search for articles.. then let's see.. econs have to get our articles printed out and report on it done.. OB aslo have to find articles and do report..

lala.. so much things to do.. so little time.. talking about sch.. i hate B acc.. bah.. i wanna drop but i can't.. is my core sub.. shit.. and some more got B acc 2 somemore.. arrghhh.. pulls out my hair.. haha..

next week.. hmmm.. busy weeek too.. monday got to put together the script with my other team members for comm sk plus timing.. tue i start at 3.. but i got to collect pom poms for inter class BSG netball compeitition.. then i end at 5.. then down to CDC for a amazing race commitee meeting at 6.. wed is a full day but i going for the TPSU sub com interview.. meeting some of the XENA peeps at 6.. thurs is the netball compeitition.. fri is slightly more relaxed.. lunch with XENA peeps.. at 1 outside one stop center.. then another commitee meeting for the amazing race at 6.. bah..

today was busy too.. plus super tiring.. attended the amazing race by haritage board and central CDC.. bah.. had to reach outram by 7.15.. and i only had like 4 hrs of slp.. plus last week evereyday slp for 3, 4 hrs.. shit.. i m tired.. then from outram we started off.. we ran round the whole chinatown area to do all the qns.. next a bus down to harbour front.. and slacked there abit.. then it rained.. but we were smart.. we brought poncho.. haha.. then off to labrador park.. had to climb up the hill.. down then up then down.. omg.. so tiring.. so more we ran here and there.. legs dropping off.. then ended.. we were walking back down.. it rained super heavy.. and all the poncho scattered here and there.. some hurry take out, but by the time they took it out, they were drenched already.. so alomost everyone walk in the rain down the hill to the shelter.. then went back to habour front to eat lunch at 2 plus.. wet, soggy.. haha.. left around 3 plus.. reached home at 4.30.. super tired.. suppose to call C6 and C7 to come for the meeting.. but was too tired.. took a nap.. so tomolo call.. tt is like 150 phone calls to make.. haha.. lucky i type the mintues out yesterday.. if not.. die liaoz..

woah.. this turned out to be a super long blog.. whee~ gtg anywayz.. mails to clear.. stuff to do.. i aching.. haha.. byez..

2005-07-14T00:42:00.000+08:00

whee~ it my holiday week.. so happ!.. haha.. but i have to go back to sch for projects and other rubbish.. crap.. this suckz.. bah>>

i think today XEON had a outing.. a pinic or something like tt at pasir ris.. wanted to go.. but.. had project.. and was feeling quite sianz.. somemore have to bring food loh.. ai ya.. i so lazy.. haha.. then not sure whether my sub empire XENA peeps going not.. they never plan or anything.. so guess not much of them went.. lala..

my CSA project looks so crappy.. haha.. it was one big mess today.. then dunno wat we did.. then it was almost finally done.. so happ!.. but i think ours is like quite plain compared to dee rest.. bah>>

went to pirece my ear on sunday.. so happ!.. it is a fat looking star.. whee~ next i gonna pierce the fat looking cresent.. sho cute looking.. haha.. addicted.. whee~

guess nth much else happen this week.. oohhhh.. veron coming to stayu over this friday and saturday.. and there is a BBQ on saturday.. in my very own home.. whee~ parents out of town too.. lala.. so cool.. haha..

gonna end it here.. nitez..

2005-07-07T02:34:00.000+08:00

AAAHHHH!! i totally crap out for me CSA.. i gonna flunk tt paper.. whee~ i have more confidence in me econs.. crap.. haha.. term test was even worst than 'O' lvl.. haha.. i did not suffer from stress then.. but econs, everyone was like so scared.. omg.. how?? fail liaoz.. die liaoz.. haha.. then everyone peeping at each others graphs.. so funni..

busy busy.. it is test week.. and then a term break.. whee~ but i got projects to do.. and BBQs to go to.. i have a paper this sat.. OB.. like wat the hell loh.. suppose to help out prepare me cousin wedding.. it is on dee 30.. whee~ can't wait.. haha.. then i got class BBQ on the 15.. my bro own BBQ on the 16.. in our vy own hse.. sho cool.. haha.. veron coming over to stay from dee 15 to dee 17.. lala..busy but happi.. whee~

can't wait to go shopping.. GSS having like 40 to 50% sale.. and red earth selling thier make-up at super reasonable prices.. whee~ hearts GSS.. haha..

got to save money.. gonna buy a digi cam with me bro.. a 5 mega pixel one.. whee~ lala.. so happi.. haha.. but i wanna shop.. and buy lots and lots of comics.. haha.. how to manage me money?? maybe spend less on food.. same time can lose weight.. haha.. anyone wanna give me money?? haha..

loves this song.. lullaby.. by yuki kajiura.. she sings it in english.. and it is sho nice..from dee anime NOIR.. whee~ and this other song sora.. though it has a japanese name, the song is in ancient romanian language.. so cool.. and it is also sho nice.. haha.. from dee movie escaflowne.. whee~

i m hungry.. i m on diet.. i need money.. bah>> was jus thinking on how much i spend on me comics.. a 1100 at least.. if i were to spend it on other stuff, wat could i have bought.. guess wat.. 10 pairs of levi's jeans.. or lots and lots of clothes.. or two good digi cams.. many make-up sets.. accesories.. whee~ haha.. well.. comics is my passion.. my hobby.. like wat they say in econs.. scarcity which is money.. so we have to make choices.. we gain some, lose some.. haha.. nutz.. i talking bout econs.. haha..

i got super duper puffy eyebags.. baddy.. i look horrible.. haha.. i need slp.. but i dun want to.. haha.. funni right.. haha.. i stay up late serving dee net.. and wake uo early to.. watch TV.. haha.. wat rubbish..

guess tt is bout all.. shall blog again.. when i have time.. haha.. whee~ bought comics again today.. bah>> spend 20 on those.. haha.. slpy slp soon.. nitez..

2005-07-02T00:57:00.000+08:00

im bored.. i love to cry.. wat's new?? nothing.. bah.. sch going past in a blur.. haha.. i look forward to sch is to see me friends and use the sch com.. though it lags like f**k.. but is use-able.. MSN web messenger, friendster, hotmail, ETC.. especially miniclip.com.. haha.. crap games..

loved todays' lab.. suppose to do project.. everyone was jus surfing dee net.. haha.. playing games, listening to music.. and laughing vy vy loud.. haha.. had stummy ache due to tt.. haha..

whee~ was first to meet the XEON/XENA peeps.. haha.. last time i always last.. today i was dee first.. haha.. finally saw yvonne and clarence.. the design peeps always disappear.. except for dot.. haha.. had lunch at MENSA2.. bah..

went to kit, jefferey, joel and ivan's sch today.. with kit and jeff.. haha.. go collect cert.. for 'O'.. i have not collected mine yet.. but hu cares.. haha..though they say their sch lousy.. is like a hundred times better than mine.. but which sch isn't?? hmmm.. none i guess.. haha..

i m noisy.. vy noisy in class.. haha.. cause i always whinning SHUYIIIIIII out loud when i m bored.. listening to MP3 super loud.. and laughing like no tomolo.. eating and drinking away too.. whee~ i love my sch bookshop.. is the best.. even better than NTUC or Cold Storage or wat have u.. why.. cause they sell lots and lots and lots of meiji stuff.. chocolates, biscuits.. OMG!! can compare with the taka basement one.. haha.. not only tt.. they sell potato chips like wat u get in supermarkets.. stationery cheaper.. goggles, t-shirt and even books on forutne reading loh.. haha.. loves and hearts TP!! whee~

exam week next week.. bah.. prepare to fail.. haha.. fish to B ACC1 and MicroEcons.. haha.. CSA and OB included too.. whee~ jus add a whole lot of lame crap photos to friendster.. fran jus sent to me.. haha.. realli lame.. will make u -.-''.. haha..

hmmm.. guess tt all to it.. got to go liaoz.. got peeps to talk online.. haha.. byezzzzzz..

2005-06-29T12:36:00.000+08:00

whee~ i in sch now.. rotting my ass off.. haha.. so bored.. haha.. having a bloody boring lec later.. some com ckills crap blah blah blah..

BBQ.. whee~ i love bbq.. even though i dun eat much.. haha.. buy snacks.. whee.. chips and salsa.. my favourite.. haha..

oohhh.. my classmate shawn is sitting next to me.. funny guy.. haha.. so bored.. bored to tears.. ~>.<~..

crapz.. i having all my mid term tes next week.. and i gonna flunk badly.. whee~ haha.. accounts is crapz.. econs is crap too.. whee~ CSA isa bah.. and org beh.. can go and die.. haiz.. but i m happ! whee~ many many friends.. haha.. funny pple.. whee~

lessons starting soon.. bah.. gtg.. whee~ byez..

2005-06-27T23:14:00.000+08:00

been long long long time.. i noe.. bah.. sch a bore.. wat's new?? argh.. my test are all next week.. then is one week break.. finally..

so bloody piss now.. wth my mum.. hu else?? the number irritant in the whole entire universe.. bloody f**k.. wat packet of chicken rice behind?? i threw everything away there was nth behind.. then can still ask why never throw the packet behind.. oh jus shut up.. then ask why never wash the cup?? wat cup?? the cup i drank with is upstairs with me.. bloody nao hia.. crap.. so hate my bloody brainless mum now.. wait.. since when have i ever really liked her??
oh WATEVER!! i dun give a bloody fish.. better off staying in sch.. can't wait to tell her tt i m not coming home due to project work.. sickening.. haiz..

found this cool webbie.. about translating your name into japanese.. haha.. and this logo thingy.. created lots of crap and junk.. haha.. meet spencer in sch.. helped me in my comm sk1.. haha.. sho happ! then he send me home.. whee~ doing lame stuff.. bah.. sho shag today.. 3 hrs of slp the previous night or more like morning.. bah.. pimples and out-break.. NNOOO!! haha..

went for the sentosa chalet/BBQ thingy.. haha.. kinda fun.. first part was boring.. til me and yan ling went behind to cook mashmellows.. then we were drinking.. and JC makes this super nice beer with fruit punch mix.. haha.. want to ask for receipe.. haha.. talked alot.. haha.. laugh alot.. and acted drunk for the sake for acting drunk.. whee~ even kissed yan ling on the lips.. whee~ kash was stunned.. haha..

GSS ending.. need to shop.. when my test are over.. muahahahaha.. shopping spree.. so far i think i bought quite a few stuffs already.. did not miss out much.. whee~ but there is always more.. haha..

OOHHH.. i jus remembered.. i watched initail d.. haha.. so funny and quite cool.. especially edison.. sho cute.. then shawn also cute.. haha.. and the emperors' lancer evo3 cars are so cool.. plus edison mazda RX-7 FC.. haha.. so sweet.. whee~ the whole movie.. so attitude.. whee~

got to discuss project tomolo.. hmmmm.. kinda sianz.. haha.. but wat to do?? this week is progress report week.. bah.. guess i will end off here.. nth much to crap or yak about.. byez..

2005-06-17T23:20:00.000+08:00

i noe.. i noe.. it has been long since i last blogged.. i almost forgot all about it.. haha.. this is bad man.. haha..

wat happen in the past week.. i dun remember lei.. haha.. all i noe is i slack in class.. listen to music.. and be merry.. haha.. eating and drinking away.. haha.. laughing away.. haha.. had a good laugh with pammie.. cause of all the old animes.. we were listening to the songs.. during B Acc1.. haha..

guo yang is a funny guy.. haha.. i did not noe he was so talkative.. he look so quiet loh.. haha.. never judge a book by it's cover.. haha.. change my 128 MB SD/MMC card for a 512 MB one.. haha.. anime song gallour.. whee~

got chalet next week.. whee~ haha.. can't wait.. tomolo have to wake up early for some events management qi ask me to go.. sianz.. haha.. voting week is finally over.. haha.. shafari got in as president for TPSU main comm.. yeah.. alvin got in as vice-president.. double yeah.. saw him in the library today.. wei sen and victor got in too.. whee~ XEON.. u rockz.. haha..

laugh lots today.. had the usual lunch with XENA.. haha.. then some left.. leaving only me, joel and ziting.. haha.. at the library laughing til stomach ache and crying.. haha.. laughing about russell lee horror books.. sadist right.. haha.. some stories quite lame and funny.. not tt i dun believe in them.. i experience things too.. but they way it is written.. quite comical.. haha..

was sending songs over jus now.. so now pretty free.. so blogging.. haha.. so much projects.. but i dunno do wat.. haha.. never pay attention in class.. whee~ music.. haha..

guess i shld stop here.. haha.. nth much more to add.. whee~ byez..

2005-06-09T17:19:00.000+08:00

whee~ blogging in sch now.. at the cyber center.. haha.. sch done liaoz.. haha.. later going to NACLI camp for C 7 campfire.. whee~

feeling bored now.. engine sch is flooded.. cause everyone queuing for lin JJ concert tickets.. his concert is tomolo at 6.30.. haha.. well.. i m not interested.. haha..

i got to go liaoz.. blog longer at home.. haha.. byez..

2005-06-04T22:33:00.000+08:00

heyz.. been long.. i hyper.. WHEE~ haha.. i m loving life now.. haha.. jus cut my hair today.. whee~ looks quite the same as before.. jus tt it is a little more layered and the layered part is so much shorter than bofore.. haha.. and my fringe is short now.. whee~

shopping week was so fun.. haha.. loves it.. money money money.. haha.. bought a canvas converse high cut shoe.. whee~ and a heels.. haha.. a polo tee too.. whee~ next on me list.. skirts.. haha.. ZARA here i come.. whee~ mum gonna kill me.. the skirts i wanna get from there all 100 plus.. whee~ haha.. well.. now got GSS so discounts here i come.. whee~

took neo print on fri.. with jeffery, clare, kit and guyson.. TP is such a small world loh.. guyson my classmates noe jeffery and kit cause they went for supper together during FOC.. and he also noes clare cause same empire.. whee~ so cool.. like one big family.. haha.. and they are so funny.. whee~ and jeffery class is attitude man.. haha..

meeting up with yan ling and fran on monday.. yeah.. my two wives.. happy happy.. haha.. shopping again.. haha.. let's see.. i totally cange my handphone accesories.. whee~ love it now.. haha..

got a thumb-drive.. whee~ a 512 MB.. kingston.. haha.. gonan save me prooject for CSA in it.. macromedia dreamweaver here i come.. haha.. learning to do webbies.. haha.. and i got my purple lanyard.. yeah.. thankz to jeffery.. haha.. all in all this has been a good week.. yeah.. and better week to come too..

badminton next tuesday.. with me class.. yeah.. we are all going in shorts, buz sch tee and slippers.. whee~ currently talking to this dumb asshole.. added me from friendster.. which i have no fish idea on wat he is talking about.. can;t stand him.. gonna block and delete.. such a busybody.. i think he had not have a gal friend for a long time.. bah.. pissing me off.. AAARRRR..

anywayz.. i think i will end it end.. haha.. yak alot today.. whee.. byez...

2005-05-29T23:23:00.000+08:00

heyoz.. first week of sch is finally over.. haha.. my classmates are the best.. and the XEON/XENA peeps too.. whee.. make poly life so fun.. haha..

whee.. i shall proclaim tt this whole week is shopping week.. today went shopping.. bought two jeans, two tops from orchard.. and a pinky ring from moshi moshi.. and i gonna shop the whole week.. whee.. shopping is so great.. especially when u r not the one paying.. haha.. gonna go down to orchard again on wed.. tangs.. saw some pretty nice shoes.. and bugis on friday.. and maybe back to orchard on next sat or sun.. haha.. love shopping.. meeting yan ling the monday after.. to go shopping again.. haha..

daddi better keep his promise of staying in mariotts one of these saturday night.. so i can shop whole day.. whee.. from saturday morning.. shop in orchard then slp over at the hotel.. then sunday shop until evening.. go to the cathedal for mass.. and shop at raffles.. whee.. spend money.. lots lots of money.. haha..

jus i will end here.. will blog back again.. shopping.. whee.. i loving it.. haha.. nitez..

2005-05-25T01:48:00.000+08:00

blogging.. blogging.. it's blogging time.. haha.. lamer.. my timetable for this semester is crap.. and it is even more crap for this week as i got no tutorials.. i start sch when pple end sch.. WTH.. tp kinda crappy.. haiz..

recap.. was sick.. vy sick after me sentosa outing on sat.. omg.. dunno wat happen on sunday.. suppose to go to kenneth leong birthday party.. but had family matters.. (god why did u not save me??).. then i fell sick in the evening.. during mass.. bah.. the worst day of my life this year.. i had cough, flu, fever and food poisoning.. how bad can life get?? NNNOOOO.. cannot do this.. cannot do tt.. except slp, rest, drink water.. i can't bloodly eat.. why.. i feel like vomiting and my stummy hurts like crap after tt.. WTH.. somemore.. on the way home, my mum said go home i nurse u back to health.. then i said dun want.. later i die.. haha.. my bro could not stop laughing..

first day of sch.. complains.. haha.. i have homework.. like hello.. which tom, dick or harry gives homework on the first day of sch.. and wat subject.. APEL 1.. which is like CME.. WTF.. i m like -.-###.. twitch twitch twitch.. and then i had comm sk1.. which is bloody english.. oh for god sake.. pure crap.. wat narrative writing and exporitory writing crap.. SHIT.. felt like i wasted my time in sch today.. haiz..

tomolo.. more crap lessons.. with crappy timing.. oh lords.. well.. life is like this.. talking to a friend from XEON.. haha.. damn funny guy.. haha.. have to slp soon.. beauty slp.. bah.. tp so busy this few days.. concourse is so noisy loh.. and pple can still slp on the floor there.. haiyo..nitez..

2005-05-21T23:13:00.000+08:00

whee.. i noe i long time never blog.. been busy.. bah.. haha.. sch is finally starting.. next tuesday.. whee.. can't wait.. and yet feeling kinda sian at the same time.. haha..

anyway.. went to sentosa today.. haha.. was kinda fun.. though i did not swim.. played frisbee, volleyball.. then took quite a no. of pics.. wade in the water.. watch some of them paly in the water and do stupid and funny forfeits.. laugh alot.. whee.. all in all had quite a fun day..

been sick.. since wed.. bah.. have a bad bad throat.. and flu.. yucks.. feeling like shit now.. bah.. had orientation on thursday and friday.. bah.. scream some more.. thraot got even more worst.. sound like a guy cannot break voice properly.. bah..

orientation was quite fun.. thursday was like abit dull.. everyone all new faces.. then friday had competition.. among all the different schs.. took part cause i got saboo by my SL.. >.<.. then took part in some three pple, four-legged race.. crap.. i partner two guys.. then they never listen to my commands.. anyhow walk sometimes.. now my ankles and bruised and abit swollen.. crap.. hurts.. anyway.. business sch won for the overall telematch and dragon boat race.. and best cheer.. and overall we won too.. yeah.. happy..

my com is finally fixed.. though it lagges abit.. but it works non the less.. so now have to look for my pic slowly again.. haiz.. jus i end off here.. nothing much else.. byez..

2005-05-12T22:42:00.000+08:00

heyz.. sorry never blog for a long time.. been busy.. and now also busy.. so i keeping this super short.. most likely i will blog again tomolo.. haha.. jus came back from camp yesterday.. super shag.. 3 hrs of slp for 3 days.. crap right.. haha.. now got so many pple to add in msn and friendster.. sianz.. so busy with tt now..

see ya tomolo then lah.. byez..

2005-05-05T00:11:00.000+08:00

BBBOOOO!! cheryl screams and runs.. haiz.. i really think me or my hse is haunted.. jus me and my bro heard faint music playing in my study room.. we thought was from outside.. open the damn window.. there was nothing.. and so the music was like coming from the study room.. it sounded so faint tt we had to keep quiet and strain our ears.. after a min or two it stopped.. freaky..

YES!! my dead skin is finally all gone.. hip hip horray.. haha.. i can leave the hse liaoz.. feels great.. it's may.. damn i gonna be busy soon.. so much so for my break.. i m slp deprived.. yawnz.. i think i slpt like maybe 16 to 17 hrs for the last three to four days.. yawnz.. maybe i need slp tt why i m hearing things..

RIGHT.. i thought i jus heard my grandma bangles hitting each other.. wait.. she is at my cousin's hse tonight.. yikes.. i not going to like tonight at all.. maybe too much witch and witch craft.. >.<..

i think i m ending it here tonight.. nitez..

2005-05-03T00:08:00.000+08:00

haha.. i m finally peeling and lots of my dead skin is off.. whee.. so happy.. i m like 2/3 done with my dead skin.. cheryl is slowly looking normal liaoz.. haha..

never blog for long time.. dunno wat to blog about too.. life been pretty bored cause of me burns.. never go out for a long long time liaoz.. i need to go to bugis.. shopping.. i need to go to ling's hse.. anime.. whee.. much things are on my list.. can't wait.. whee.. >.<..

hmmm.. samurai 7 today was so eeewwww.. me ad me bro was like O.o.. haha.. no kidding.. oh yah.. i remembered something.. fran visited me on friday.. have i already written tt down?? i think i did.. dunno.. cannot rememeber lei.. nothing to say liaoz.. guess i will stop here today.. byezzz..

2005-04-29T00:08:00.000+08:00

AAAHHHHHH.. would u jus shut the hell up and listen to me.. URGH.. feeling so pissed off at the moment.. wat wrong with u?? wasn't this settled already.. and then u had to call keith or keith or call u or watever.. URGH.. ah.. jus forget it lah.. can u pls stop saying tt u r not guilty (i noe u are not).. and this not fair tt not fair.. it is getting on my damn nerves.. BITCH.. >.<.. i can't be bothered liaoz..

FISH.. my damn msn mesenger is giving FISH problems.. AAAHHHH.. .. DAMN.. everything is going haywire in this already haywire hsehold.. crapz.. i hate staying home.. wat choice do i have?? if not for this useless sunburn.. i would be out and flying by now.. wheeing myself to happiness..

i peeling on my face.. OH the HORRORS.. i look so ugly.. wait.. i m already ugly.. but now i look worst than ugly.. NNNOOOO.. >.<.. my back is so itchy.. want to scratchy.. but i can't.. >.<.. it still so patchy.. as my bro says.. hope it gets better than sunday.. got church.. oh my.. wat would happen if justin found out.. NNNOOOO.. the HORRORS.. he will slap my back til.. til.. til i die.. NNNOOOO..

anime these days feel like the are moving so slow.. haiz.. get backers, witch hunter robin, samurai 7 and monkey typhoon is like taking forever to carry on with the damn plot line.. maybe it is jus me.. oh well.. pigging out alot.. eating every min.. hmmm.. FAT.. haha.. >.<..

tt bout all for the last two days.. nothing much to report.. guess tt would mean a bye bye.. nitez..

2005-04-26T22:14:00.001+08:00

haiz.. i m still nursing my sunburns.. and gods it hurts like shit.. i can't slp at night.. i can't lean back.. and i can't stretch.. and i can't do anything.. crapz.. i hate sunburns.. i can't pespire..if not it will hurt like fuck.. urgh.. i so hate life now.. curse u.. u bloody sun.. and your useless bloody uv rays.. crapz.. i can't wear a t-shirt.. and i have to wear a tube bra and a sarong wrap round my top half.. this sucks..

i applied like calamine lotion, aloe vera, iced towels.. haiz.. and it still hurts like no tomolo.. i can't leave the hse.. i feel like a caged barbequed bird in a cage(microwave).. i feel so hopeless.. wait.. i thought i was already hopeless.. oh well..

i look worst than a lobster.. tt wat my bro said.. he said the burns on my shoulder and neck is like slightly dark pinkish maroon colour.. WTH.. where got such thing one.. haiz.. qi say panadol helps with the pain.. but i take so much panadol in the past tt now it is useless to me.. but thankz anyway for the tip..

having a crappy backache.. but NNNOOOO.. i can't crack my back properly nor can i have a back rub.. AAAHHHHHH.. sreams and runs around the hse pulling out my hair.. so frustrated.. i can't lie down on the couch to watch tv too.. NNNOOOOOOOOO.. it's torture.. MEOW.. scratches the chair with nails ////..

anyway.. enough ranting on my horrible sunburns.. is time to talk about happier things.. but unfortunately.. there isn't any.. so i shall end my complain session here today.. bbbyyyyeeeeezzzzzz..

2005-04-26T22:14:00.000+08:00

2005-04-25T02:01:00.000+08:00

whee.. was at sentosa having fun.. haha.. and it is sure fun.. jus tt now i having the after effects of a vy terrible sunburn.. yikes.. even jus sitting here doing nothing hurts.. this must be one of the worst sunburns i ever got.. and i got bloody tan lines too.. >.<.. i dun think i will be going out soon.. not til the pain lessen.. haiz.. i dunno how the hell i gonna slp.. crapz..

went with qiqi, kenneth, edwin, alvin, celina, ah beng, anthony and joo cheng.. then bingy came later.. haha.. we were all swmming and playing lame stuff.. then buried celina, alvin and edwin..
haha.. then we swam across this quite wide part.. omg.. so tiring.. then they were catching crabs.. haha.. i caught one.. whee.. so happy.. the kenneth got injured.. oh my.. so many cuts loh.. poor thing.. then we packed showered and left.. then jonathan came.. and we went back to harbour front.. i left early with ah beng.. haha.. took bus 30 home with him..

ouchy.. i back hurts like crap.. it jus one bigt piece of red with a plae line across my neck.. thanks to my halter top.. >.<.. they going back there again next week.. got long weekend.. dunno if i shld go.. haha.. maybe not.. i so dislike sunburn..

guess tt about all for my sentosa outing.. whee.. had fun.. if not for those damn sunburns.. haha.. >.<.. anywayz.. off to lala land liaoz.. nitez..

2005-04-22T21:39:00.000+08:00

whee.. change my blog skin.. thanks to qi.. haha.. it's emily the strange.. though now it has no link to my blog address.. but.. oh well.. hu cares.. >.<..

okz.. so tired this few days.. wah.. slp so late or more like early in the morning.. then wake up later in the morning.. everyday rountine is like slp at 4 wake up at 10.30.. omg.. i can die.. >.<.. i gonna take a super long slp soon.. haha.. maybe slp for the whole day.. like 24 hrs.. haha..

haiz.. so much problems.. so little time.. oh jus hurry up decide.. i jus dun understand my mum.. haiz.. making a mountain out of a mole hill.. bah.. WATEVER!! i dun give a damn liaoz.. we gave u our opinion.. it's up to u to decide liaoz.. though u say like this not fair or watever.. tell me.. when was life ever fair?? ah.. hell to everything..

kinda sad.. not accepeted into my tourism and hospitality course.. haiz.. but at least i m in business.. with xiao jun.. yeah.. haha.. and qi, celina and justin IT sch is jus next door to mine.. so guess i kinda fortunate still.. haha.. poly shld be fun.. whee.. going for a 3 day 2 night orientation camp.. whee.. all of us going.. haha.. sign up together.. whee..

oh yeah.. today went to CDC.. haha.. watch this super funny and weird movie there.. haha.. so lame loh.. and kenneth is a pervert.. haha.. >.<.. i got a super crazy mouse.. dunno wat happen to it sia.. suddenly one.. i move it down, the arrow on the screen goes up..WTH.. >.<..

my bro is on guard duty tonight.. so sad.. so lonely.. wahahaha.. no one to watch late night anime with me tonight.. so sad.. haha.. kidding kidding.. jus tt much all the things tt have happen so far.. so ending it here.. BYYYEEEEZZZZZZ>>

2005-04-20T22:43:00.000+08:00

yoz.. blogging again.. i dun wanna slp in my bro's room tonight.. its giving out freaky noises.. got like squeaking or some kind of noise.. and sounds like it was coming from the ceiling.. feels like a dead body gonna drop from there or something.. i think i thinking too much about clock tower 3..

anyway..gonna watch anime soon.. samurai 7 and witch hunter robin.. not bad.. haiz.. got so many shows to watch.. channel 8 also have show.. the pround twins (english translation).. got cute guy.. haha..

oohh.. was watching eye for a guy 2.. damn funny.. and yes it is also lame.. haha.. think i gonna keep this entry short.. nothing much to say.. and i wanna go watch my show too.. haha.. tv at times are more important.. whee..

tomolo going out.. i think.. not sure.. depends whether qi is gonna call me out.. haha.. off to tv liaoz.. haha.. i so love animax.. whee.. haha.. bu byez..

2005-04-18T22:42:00.000+08:00

bboooz.. cheryl decided to be a good gal and blog at at least once every two or three days.. if not i feel tt this blog tt von and qi help me make will go to waste.. >.<..

anyway.. feeling frustrated.. lying in bed.. pulling my hair out.. haha.. bro stayed home today.. so slack around with him.. then rain.. haiz.. perfect timing to slp.. haha.. love slping.. and eating..

totally got pissed off at mum today.. yucks.. she being all high and mighty today.. bitch.. both me and bro got pissed.. gave her back some attitude.. was slamming stuff around the hse.. and then banging things here and there..

yeah.. daddy bought a new phone.. a panasonic.. kinda nice phone.. a bit of a rip off from nokia if u ask me.. >.<.. anyway.. he was showing it off.. haha.. so funny.. then i gave him the watever look and the W.. haha..

i think i kanna mild food poisoning.. my stummy have been hurting none stop.. oh my.. i dunno kanna how many mild food poisoning this year.. my my.. my stummy is so weak.. hope to feel better tomolo..

reading final fantasy's crystal chronicle FAQ to my bro.. stuck in some useless desert.. bah.. and he fighting some stupid boss now.. bah..

i think tt shld be all.. it's long enough.. haha.. so nitez..

2005-04-16T19:50:00.000+08:00

whee.. yes yes.. i noe i long time never blog liaoz.. sitting infront of von's com.. she watching me blog.. was forced by her..

(von: i never..)
(cheryl: dun deny..)
(von: i never.. or else i will irritate u by TyPiNg LiKeThiSxx NehH~~~)

anyway.. guess wat.. i saw ong chee hoon.. our 'nice' CME teacher.. omg.. saw him at geylang.. waiting there for some lady loh.. eeeww.. when there to eat dinner mah.. then i saw him.. waiting there.. then suddenly some lady wearing green sleeveless and a white skirt.. omg.. she looks around 28.. and is china-fied.. omg loh.. i was so grossed out.. my mum saw then she was like.. your teacher dating a china prositute.. eeeww.. WTF loh.. imagine.. he teaching me CME loh.. and he does this type of things outside.. eeeeww.. yucks..

okz.. back to wat i did today.. came to von's hse and still at von's hse.. whee.. saw her play clock tower 3.. whee.. she and i was screaming.. haha.. feel so lame.. then we called nelson to come and helo us play.. whee.. now mel is here too.. whee.. going for dinner soon..

anywayz.. i also went for holiday.. whee.. lazy to type about it.. too long.. and leh cheh.. haha.. i m a super lazy person mah.. i think u all noe tt.. haha.. i guess i shld stop typing now.. go eat eat.. whee.. loves eating.. loves growing fat.. whee.. byez.. >.<..

2005-03-04T22:25:00.000+08:00

heyz.. sorry people.. never blog for a long long long time.. anyway.. did a two day stock count job.. haha.. with qi and annette.. had OT on the first day.. but nvm.. lunch and dinner they pay and provide.. haha.. earn a total of $113.. and the best part is we slack most of the time.. haha.. air-con somemore.. lucky.. anyway.. only bad thing is wake up so bloody early.. haha.. well it is over liaoz..

got back my results on monday28th of feb.. haha.. did well i find.. as long got improve can liaoz.. haha.. went for my hospi and tourism interview liaoz.. hope i get in.. whee.. all the best to those doing their own registration.. done my jae liaoz.. and printed out the vertification slip liaoz.. happy.. whee..

this is to my dear friend tt did not read any of the booklets.. hai yo.. shake head and sighs.. but i dun think my dear friend reads my blog.. so oh well.. lala..

went to cdc yesterday.. was raining like siao.. and i unlucky.. got caught in it.. and i can sa met unwanted pple at the kfc there.. haiz.. anyway.. watch team world america there.. courtesy of myself hu brought the vcd/dvd there.. haha.. so lame and stupid.. and watch twins effect 2 too.. courtesy of me again.. haha.. air-con was freezing there..

went out today.. with fran.. oh my god.. was a huge pig loh.. eat and spent money like no tomolo.. haha.. kinda broke right now.. wallet sense.. as for bank account.. still have lah.. but trying not to spent.. lala.. kinda hard.. >.<.. bought a present for someone.. haha.. a monkey.. cause both are equally mischevious.. haha.. his birthday coming soon.. >.<..

feeling so bored now.. since i m done with my jae, i got nothing to do.. haiz.. sianz lah.. finish all my mail reading.. read the comic i bought today finish too..

okz.. i shall type my results here.. haha..
english:A2.. (big surprise..)
maths:B4.. (pass.. yeah.. but hoping for a B3..)
chinese:C6.. (happy til cry..)
pure physics:B4.. (happy lah.. but hoping for a B3)
comb. science:C5.. (total failure.. haiz.. wanted a B4 min. ..)
comb. human:B3.. (surprise surprise too..)

i guess tt shld be all for today's ranting.. lala.. shall find something else to amuse myself.. bu byez..

2005-02-17T22:38:00.000+08:00

wheez.. sorry.. i have not blog for ages.. i noe.. i m lazy.. i got nothing to write.. have no idea wat to write.. haiz.. feeling horrible.. terrible.. and like shit again..

All good things comes to an end.. wat a true saying.. i had jus recovered from a stupid flu and cough a week ago.. and now i having a mild relapse again.. ok.. two days ago.. and to make things worst.. i suffering from dehydration.. nnnooooo.. how worst can my life get.. i having relapse of flu, cough and dehydration.. life sucks.. >.<..

well.. i can blame my flu on someone.. hmmm.. but in a way i did get myself into it too.. stupid air-con.. stupid soccer match.. stupid boy.. have not scolded him yet.. but.. well.. i m getting better liaoz.. so no point..

no one wants to go out with me.. everyone i call is so busy.. so unfair.. and the person i was hoping to be free.. says he can't make it now.. i have to go to yishun alone.. stupid 1 hr plus mrt plus bus ride.. yuck.. i can't stand it.. haiz..somemore my bro is home tomolo..also means i can play game with him.. dunno shld i go to fran's sch funfair.. or stay home and play game.. no one go wih me too.. so chances of me going is now lesser too..

haiz.. i tired and achy today.. can't crack my neck.. feels like it's going to drop off.. haha.. >.<.. anyway.. enough ranting.. lazy to type more also.. >.<.. so chaoz..

2005-02-01T00:40:00.000+08:00

heyz.. finally blogging.. cause i jus realise when was the last time i blogged.. seems like aeons ago.. haha..

anywayz.. wat to write.. i have no idea.. well.. let's start with going on hol.. to thailand.. hmmm..was a fun trip.. bought wallet, shoe, food, more food.. nothing much.. was kinda boring..

next.. was youth concert.. hmmm.. was fun.. doing recruitment.. haha.. ask pple to join sotheast cdc.. then slack all the way.. took many many light sticks.. haha.. so fun.. then did crowd control.. nothing much lah all in all.. went home feeling tired and like shit.. haha.. but i will help again next year if have..

let's see.. jobs.. haiz.. i want the damn coffee bean job.. pay damn good.. i dun really wanna work in orange julius.. but see how first lah.. lala..

feeling bored to death now.. haiz.. nothing to do.. >.<.. crying now cause i m bored.. crying now cause i m feeling like shit.. crying now cause i got hit on the head so many times.. crying now cause i not feeling well.. crying now cause i m feeling down.. crying now because there is no one to entertain me.. wahahahahaha.. sobz sobz.. wanna rant.. wanna scold.. wanna curse.. but i m too lazy to type.. and it's late.. bro slping.. ican't talk on the phone..

meow.. i feeling like irritating someone.. lala.. mentally unstable.. hmmm.. my once in a blue moon insanity is here to stay today.. feeling like crying and laughing at the same time.. lala..

a little something for today.. as insanity trys to claim me..
Pitch Black..
Someone Save Me..
From This Never Ending Darkness..
Trying To Hold Onto Something As I Fade Into Black Nothingness..
A Broken Doll..
Trying To Pick Up The Pieces Of Myself While Trying To Hide My Pain From The Whole Wide World..

l

2005-01-15T01:30:00.000+08:00

lala.. it is like 1.30 in the morning.. haha.. jus came back.. feeling kinda tired.. went clubbing.. woohoo.. haha.. at sparks.. von's bro brought us.. and us includes yvonne, fran, melvin and myself.. too bad melodie could not come.. lala.. abit wasted..

anyway.. it was fun.. slightly different from the parties i always go.. haha.. maybe cause clubs have better sound systems, lighting and music i guess.. haha.. secretly drank.. >.<.. not much and nothing much.. some bourbon.. lala.. but could not taste any vodka lei.. anyway.. had this drink called shirlie temple.. haha.. quite nice.. it taste damn familar lei.. dunno drink from where before.. and i thought shirlie temple was a person name.. hmmm..

anyway.. hoping for my next outing soon.. haha.. can't really wait.. though i can't dance at all.. go von's hse and practice.. haha.. she got all the techno music.. and she definetly can dance better than me.. >.<.. lala.. this have been an eye opening expirence.. haha.. but those tt dun like techno or trance may not like going clubbing.. and can't stand smoke.. lala..

also things to note.. bring face powder and body spray.. so as to not rouse suspision from parents.. haha.. finally took a cab home.. haha.. four pple.. and i paid for most of it.. damn it.. damn freaking broke now.. lala.. and the route home so nicely planned.. but me lah.. not really lah.. haha.. bhb.. lala.. the webbie i trying to go cannot be found.. kinda angry at it.. haiz.. must as well slp early.. since the stupid page not opening..

tomolo meeting yan ling.. haha.. 12.30 at kembangan mrt.. going to south east cdc.. lala.. get tickets for fran for the youth concert.. and see hu performing.. if got sly.. get tickets for von too.. have to wake up at 11.. got show at 11.30.. then meet yan ling.. maybe stay at cdc rfor a while.. then go home loh.. haha..

oh my god.. i jus realise this blog is so long.. ranted so much.. >.<.. so end of it liaoz.. chaoz..

2005-01-10T22:22:00.000+08:00

lala.. feeling bored so i m blogging.. haha.. went to visit fran today.. at yishun.. oh my god.. the damn mrt ride was so freaking boring.. 1 hr.. imagine.. the air con was so cold too.. then went out with her friends.. watch movie.. seed of chucky.. my god.. the show is so sadist.. no horror.. not scary.. jus sick.. and the air con was killing me again..

many things happen too.. some stuff makde me happy.. while others made me feel shock and weird.. haha.. anywayz.. star ocean's albel is so cute.. gonna search bout the game now.. so chaoz..

2005-01-07T01:05:00.000+08:00

haiz.. many many things have happen recently.. many not to my liking.. anywayz.. after so long.. someone jus pops back up into my life.. haiz.. not tt i dun mind.. sometimes somethings are best left alone.. dead.. forgotten.. oh well.. nth much i can do bout it..

so bored at home.. stupid friend of mine.. jus because it's raining.. he wun give me the damn job.. i really need money u noe.. haiz.. hopefully by next week i can get it.. Pls god.. let me have the job.. thankz so much..

feeling awkward these few days.. dunno is it jus me.. but haiz.. seems almost like some guys has been trying to ask me out on a date almost everyday.. wat is wrong?? suddenly like i m in the center of attention.. so bad.. so so bad..

feeling bored.. never felt like this before.. everyone gone back to sch.. some to jc others to work.. and i m so bored.. not many bother to update me with their lifes.. so i can't gossip.. life is dead.. i m forgotten.. wah.. anywayz.. bought this new diary.. $18.. from kino.. abit ex.. but it was the apple of my eye for a year now.. haha.. is a black hard cover.. with writings on the front saying: The Deeply Unfortunate Doings Of An Ill-Fated Life... and on the inside is : A Struggle Ensues... i think it kinda suits abit of my life.. haha.. i think it's cool..

i miss talking to my little god of mischief and trickery [ not excatly mine.. and not excatly little but he is still slightly shorter than me.. hurry grow faster.. ].. guess he is busy too.. with sch and stuff.. and with recent things i been hearing.. [ dunno is it recent or not.. ].. haiz.. it better to jus stay away for a little while.. but really wanna talk to him.. but i guess i can't really listen to some rumours.. it kinda hurt when i hear some of the stuff.. anyway.. put it aside.. i got better things to do..

let's see.. i miss ranting.. and late night phone calls.. and the times i use to cry jus talking to u on the phone.. u were my pillar.. cause u sounded and acted so much like my bro.. jus realise how much i missed ya.. as a friend, confidant, brother.. haiz.. many things happen.. and i m glad u still rememeber most if things i said.. cause i dunnno if u were paying attention to me.. haha.. have to give u more credit.. haha.. i hope i can one day meet up and jus talk to him.. hmmm.. have lots to say.. but dunno if can rememeber when i do meet him.. and if i do meet him lah.. might not be able.. haha..

anyway.. all the best to those schooling, workingor wat ever your life is hading to.. good luck.. tt bout it for today.. chaoz..

2005-01-01T01:17:00.000+08:00

heyz.. it's the new year.. and i m blogging in.. yupez.. jus came back from orchard.. woh.. it is such a hmmm.. horrible yet alittle fun place to go.. but will never go there again.. NEVER!!

haha.. accidentally stepped on veron's slipper.. and now it's broken.. haiz.. hoping to glue it back.. anywayz.. was sprayed silly by those crazy pple in orchard.. wearing black somemore.. crapz.. was looking like a dalmation.. black with white pokka dots.. eee.. even my hair kanna..

jus came back from my bath.. yupe.. i bathed i.30 in the damn morning.. feels so clean right now.. lala.. veron staying over.. yeah.. slpover.. power.. but have to wake up early tomolo.. got mass at 10.30.. haiz.. dunno can wake up anot.. anyway.. it's near three.. but i did not take two hrs to write this nor did i take two hrs to bathe.. i was busying doing other stuff.. so i let veron use the laptop..

anwyay.. i got better things to do now.. so chaoz..

2004-12-19T21:15:00.000+08:00

lala.. i m a happy person today.. haha.. cut hair liaoz.. wah.. looks quite nice.. to me lah.. yupe.. fringe.. yeah..

was playing my inyasha game.. like wat von said..the english is damn crap.. and so simplified.. and with tt english accent saying japanese words.. it sounds so wrong.. could not stop laughing.. lala..

going to have turkey for christmas dinner.. yeah.. went grocery shopping.. and got some chocolates for so church pple presents.. yupe.. but still got lots to do..

anyway.. today is jus short and sweet.. so tt's all.. gtg.. play inyasha.. nitez..

2004-12-16T22:12:00.000+08:00

haiz.. dun wanna talk bout it.. but my birthday sucks.. totally suck.. wat a crappy day.. had to celebrate it overseas.. and of all places, malaysia.. not exactly a vy nice and perfect place.. not really presents, not much of a cake.. no happy birthdays wishes.. haiz.. to make things worst.. i spent half the day on a coach from penang to kuala lumpur.. woh.. so exciting (can u hear the sarcasm).. last year birthday, on a plane from paris to singapore.. passing over dunno how many countries.. and seas and oceans.. this year, on a coach.. passing dunno which rural part of malaysia.. haiz..

i can foretell the next two years birthday.. it would be on a train next year.. and the year after.. on a ship.. how nice right.. celebrating my birthday on the different type of transport and in the middle of nowhere.. how much worst can this get.. at least i had fun today.. at von's hse.. a proper cake.. finally.. proper happy birthday wishes.. fianlly.. a present.. which i really like.. thankz so much to u guys.. abit of surprise.. really was happy..

now.. waiting for someone to come back from hols and then it work work.. yes.. my beautiful money.. wait for me.. haha.. yupe.. can't wait.. anyway.. glad to be back in singapore.. yes.. beautiful bed.. lovely pillows.. nice bloster.. my darling cats.. my wonderful comics.. haiz.. home is where the heart is.. haha..

yupe.. tt bout it.. gtg. pening off.. nitez..

2004-12-06T23:27:00.000+08:00

oooppz... never blog for a long time.. hmmm.. well.. was suppose to blog on wednesday night.. after singapore idols.. but.. was too lazy and tired.. >.<.. well.. singapore idol was a blast.. and though it may sound vy vy yesterday.. but hu cares.. if i want to write bout it.. and u have a prob bout it.. dun read then..

got premier seats.. so cool.. right on the arena floor.. so up close and personal.. haha.. but i wore pink.. can u imagine.. the horrors.. haha.. well.. we were like crazy pple.. jumping, screaming, waving and singing like no tomolos.. haha.. well.. it was fun all in all.. except tt i was a busy person.. running here and there for the limited addition 8 days.. and posters and fan.. hich i had to run down to give jessie.. and the pple at red carpet looked at me like voltures.. i ran away fast.. haha.. well.. i guess i have to thank von for the tickz..

going on hols soon.. to malaysia.. on the 9.. coming back on the 14.. wun be in singapore for my birthday.. haiz.. and work starts on the 10.. how.. no choice have to start on the 15 bah.. i can't believe tt my birthday is just next sunday.. does not feel like it.. lala.. and i m celebrating my sweet 16teen in malaysia.. how uch more fun can this get.. almost every year i m not in singapore for my birthday.. no one wish me.. wah.. unfair.. no cake so more.. wah..

anyway.. it enough yakking already.. so much crap.. tt shld be the end for the moment.. byez..

2004-11-29T22:37:00.000+08:00

heyz.. it's been long.. far too long.. since i last blog.. well.. was finishing up Os.. but the usual.. never study.. well.. it's over.. >.<.. too late for regrets..

talking bout regrets.. did i regret doing it.. hmmm.. not really.. was a load of my shoulders.. and yet i dunno how to face him.. haiz.. such a trouble i m.. well at least i accomplish something.. rather than keeping it all up inside.. actually.. feels kinda comfortable..

i dun really remember things now.. brain dead and mind off to lala land to meet my other lalaly friends.. was learning army code words jus now.. laugh til i cried.. funny like crap.. anyway.. i went for a jog.. this morning.. felt weird.. live here all my life and i felt weird running round my estate.. haha.. cheryl weird.. wat can i say??

lalala.. i dancing round the room.. feeling bored.. and nostaglic.. is tt how u spell it?? how it does not rain.. it will make things seem worst.. moodier.. bah.. i rattling none stop.. crapz.. sounding like my mum.. watch gundam seed finish.. i think it was sad.. bah.. at least frey/flay/fllay died.. watever her name was.. feeling evil..

i guess this shld be long enough.. off to lala land.. nitez..

2004-11-15T23:13:00.000+08:00

lalala.. i have been a bad bad gal.. >.<.. never study.. haiz.. eight day break before my next paper and my mind wanders off to lala land.. i guess the full force of the realisation tt it is O lvls have not reached me yet..

anyway.. many thing have happen and more will happen in the future.. >.<.. i m contemplating in whether i shld do this or that.. and i think i going to regret alot of choices.. die.. i feel so humilated now.. why?? i dunno.. haha.. my mind is totally switched off.. and here i go again.. thinking crazy thoughts..

mr lin is finally leaving sch.. this friday.. kinda sad.. was the one of the best maths teachers one could ever have.. haiz.. goodbyes are so hard to bear.. ok i should stop.. i m sounding corny and lame.. cheryl has finally lost her mind.. crapz..

lalala.. i wanna have a long long talk with someone.. but i can't seem to say anything.. my tongue is tied.. badly.. i miss the many nightly calls tt i used to have.. haha.. where i would complain, scold, curse, swear, cry, and wat else i forgot.. and i doubt u ever listen to me.. >.<.. a thing of the past.. anyway.. towards the future.. i m on my own..

i guess i have done much crapping.. thought i have no idea wat the hell i was typing.. anyway.. it's not meant for anyone to understand either.. cause i dun.. haha.. okz.. gtg.. nitez..

2004-11-10T10:56:00.000+08:00

heyz.. sorry for not blogging in for a long time.. was kinda busy and lazy.. >.<.. thankfully, i still remembered my username and password.. haha..

well.. now having Os but sure dun seem like it.. feels like some kind of everyday exam or test.. haiz.. have a feeling tt when Os are over, i then going to realise tt : 'damn.. tt was my Os and i think i just screwed it up..' oh well.. wat's done is done..

let's see.. why i did not blog for a long time.. dad took the laptop away.. so if i needed to use.. it was in secrecy.. and there was Os too.. not tt i was studying most of the time.. more like jus looking at the book and doodling on papers.. haha.. can play game somemore.. haiz.. i think i got no hope liaoz..

aching and sore all over.. dunno wat i do at night.. but i think i slpt in the wrong position.. my right shoulder blade, arm and neck is killing me.. crapz.. it feels like shit.. can't really move much of it today.. anyway.. i happy tt i can finally blog soemthing.. and i hope tt those waiting for me to blog is happy now tt i finally blog.. haha..

now tt this is done.. i got alot of catching up to do with my internet.. haha.. chaoz..

2004-10-16T01:00:00.000+08:00

things have taken a turn for the worst.. i getting more and more depressed as each day passes me by.. i been thinking alot.. and it has been distracting me.. haiz..

was reading a story on saying farewells and goodbyes.. it makes me think of how i m going to say goodbye to all my friends.. after we graduate.. how will i noe tt i will ever meet them again.. so many have brought much laughter and joy in my life..

even though we may still keep in contact.. the close feeling tt we used to share is jus not there anymore.. it breaks my heart terribly tt i m going to say goodbye to so many of them.. saying goodbye in primary sch was bad enough.. but in seconday sch, the bonds i have is much stronger.. i fear tt i might brust out crying on graduation night.. haha.. tt will be jus so embrassing..

well.. everytime thinking bout this.. it bring tears to my eyes.. i really dun wanna say goodbye.. makes things kinda feel lonely.. i jus i shld cherish everytime i meet my friends.. who noes when i will ever get to see them again..

i gues i shld stop here.. typing this out has not been easy either.. haha.. i think i m kinda foolish.. sounds like the world is ending.. haha.. tt jus about it.. nitez..

2004-10-14T22:47:00.000+08:00

today is a good and bad day.. had stummy ache.. and it got worst after dinner.. dunno whether the cause of it was i laughed too much or i ate too much.. either way.. i had bad stummy ache..

i can fianlly conclude tt my mum has lost her mind.. listen to this : at the table eating ice kachang.. she says why got ice inside?? my dad choked on his and started coughing.. i jus stared at my mum like she was a freak.. my bro jus lost it and laughed like no tomolo.. wait.. tt not all.. she walked up the stairs and ask my dad whether he put the water in the dustbin.. when actually she was suppose to say did u put the water pail outside.. okz.. watever she said today totally made no sense..

to li ying and yvonne.. something for yah.. remember sloppy jeo and the story on killer whales/orcas?? well.. i told my family bout it.. and so suay tonight, my bro brought ice kachang and he got for me strawberry flavour.. (dun ask why strawberry.. i did not order).. it looked damn red and bloody.. then i started nsaying tt it looked like sloppy jeo.. but now is called ice jeo.. then atapchi(dunno the spelling.. the white jelly like thingy in ice kachang).. look damn red.. like kanna dyed.. and my dad said.. look like eye ball.. i could not stop laughing.. remember, eye balls florting in red water.. looks exactly like tt.. but i finished everything in the end.. haha..

yupe.. there were many more.. but i doubt i going to tpye all out.. too long.. yupe.. but thank goodness my stummy ache is fine now.. haha.. today is sure a funny day.. haha.. tt jus bout it.. byez..

2004-10-12T22:26:00.000+08:00

it's bloggy time.. was a horrible day today.. weather was hot.. yucks.. i hate it.. why can't it be cloudy and windy?? or not so humid.. haiz.. and with long hair, it gets worst.. had to bun it up.. made my hair curl like crazy.. and it tickles my neck..

a joke for today.. my mum says ants are attracted to oil.. me and my bro had the wat the hell look on our faces when she said tt.. then i added on by saying: oh my god.. like tt indian pple die lah.. they put coconut oil in their hair.. wait.. but everyone have natural hair and face oil.. like tt we also die liao lah.. then my bro said: like this, iraq kanna ruled by ants liaoz.. my mum was so mad tt she sulked and walked away.. and me and my bro were laughing..

i really wonder where the hell my mum come up with this type of crap stuff.. like she once said.. put your dad in the fridge.. we were like wat?? haiz.. i think her screws are getting loose.. oopps.. more like it is already loose.. >.<..

been a lazy gal.. did nothing for the whole of today.. maybe three of four physics sums but other than tt.. haiz.. tv and slp.. i have feeling i gonna fail Os.. wah.. really dun feel like taking this year.. wat to do?? i was hoping i could study but i seem to get distracted like every few mins.. haiz.. alot of things on my mind too..

was thinking today.. i thinki i gonna cry on the last day of sch or on graduation night.. i mean it is like i wun be seeing almost everyone.. it gets kinda sad.. especially if the person is close to me or i known them for all 4 yrs of my sec life.. haiz.. really dun feel like saying goodbye..

a little verse for today..

For Me,
This is Part of a Chapter of My Life,
That has Now Finally Close,
Yet Not Forgotten..

2004-10-11T23:12:00.000+08:00

lalala.. i m back.. to crap on my blog.. been a crazy gal today.. taking photos of myself.. lame.. but was too free.. wanted my friendster to have new photos.. but i can't seem to upload them.. haiz.. and all the trouble i go through for nothing..

wrote some testimonials today.. one to reply morgan.. and some out to my sec 4 friends.. wishing them all the best for o lvl.. yupe.. but not all done yet.. decided to do some today and the rest tomolo..

crapz.. my friendster hang again.. everytime i want to browse for photos, will hang.. not fated to post new one i guess.. haha.. kinda hungry now.. hmmm.. feel like eating.. and i got so much food surrounding me.. but i dun wanna eat.. later fat.. somemore now at night..

having backache.. i guess must be sitting on this damn chair.. and guess wat.. confirm shawn(zheng tong) moving in the opposite house.. hmmm.. first time someone attending the same sch lives jus a stone throw away.. and when i say a stone throw, it is really a stone throw.. i can even look in his hse.. my god.. haha..

i guess tt jus about it.. nothing much to rattle on.. nitez..

2004-10-10T22:00:00.000+08:00

heyz.. it's bloggy time.. long time never use the net liaoz.. feels great.. guess wat.. i cut my hair.. yeah.. after so long.. now to me, it looks kinda short.. but my mum says it is still long.. now it jus have slightly more layers.. it also feels thin.. like i m balding.. choi.. haha..

feeling damn bored now as i write this.. waiting for von to come online.. tomolo have to go to sch for physics class.. 9 to 11.. kinda sian cause it is so early in the morning.. and u pple shld noe me.. lazy.. haha..

i guess tt about all for today.. nothing much to write.. lala.. gtg.. nitez..

2004-10-08T01:44:00.000+08:00

heyoz.. it's been long since i blog.. let's see.. wat happen the last few days.. i dun remember.. i dunno is it i really have short term memory or my mind jus dun want to remember anything.. haiz.. dunno it is considered good or bad..

so pissed at someone.. stupid bossy woman.. anything i do u not happy.. must as well dun do anything.. no.. then she will nag non stop.. she thinks she on top of the world.. crap her.. so irritated at her now..

bored to tears at home.. it gets kinda scary.. when u r alone at home and suddenly u hear noises in the next room.. u wonder wat else could be at home with u now.. haha..

a short verse for today..

Bring Me Out of this Wordly Torment..
I can't tell Reality from Lies and Deceit..
I am Not Prefect,
Do Not Assume that You are..
No One is..
Shut Me Away,
I do Not Care..
Your very Presence Sickens me..
Regardless of who You are..
I Control Myself..

2004-10-05T21:56:00.000+08:00

it is boring day.. shld not have gone to sch.. lessons were crap.. then kanna stummy ache.. bloody hell.. shld not have gone to sch.. total waste of everything.. haiz.. let's see.. have to do some crap english homework.. some compo.. yuck.. the title.. saying goodbye.. pple all write bout saying goodbye to something.. but i wrote tt i was saying goodbye to the world.. >.<.. sounds like suicide right.. but it's not.. haha.. cheryl crap.. i noe..

gave my mum her birthday present.. she kinda likes it.. even if she dun.. also wat can i do?? it was a last minute thing mah.. but dun tell her.. she does not noe.. not planning to tell her either.. dun feel like going sch tomolo.. how?? lazy lah.. see first. ask my dad tomolo.. haha.. pon sch.. wee..

well.. i guess this is all the yakking i can do or a day.. lalala..if not i will start to sound like my mum.. complain queen.. haha..

to my mum: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
greg this is also for u.. >.<..

2004-10-03T22:26:00.000+08:00

it's sunday.. another boring day.. why are weekends always so boring?? did nothing except eat and slp.. haiz.. i bound to grow fat one day.. wat m i talking about?? i m already fat.. lalala..

not going to sch tomolo.. yeah.. so happy.. shld be going to the airport to study.. this gonna be fun.. with emily, annette and qi.. yan ling maybe coming..hope she comes.. yupe.. then can talk together..

today entry will be short.. i guess tt's about it.. yupe.. nitez..

2004-10-02T22:09:00.000+08:00

it's the end of today.. finally.. after so long.. i jus realise tt today has been a total waste of time.. half the day slping and lying in bed.. was tired and lazy at the same time.. >.<.. and the other half at the police station rotting my ass off.. haiz.. such a boring day..

let's see.. woke up at 8.. went to the toilet.. went back to bed.. slpt again.. woke up at 11.30.. watched tv.. then washed up, changed and went out for lunch.. came home watch more tv.. then left for the station at 2.50.. reached there around 3.. the officer, keith.. started with my dad.. and guess wat?? they talk and talk and talk for 2 hrs and 40 mins straight.. me and my bro had to wait outside the whole time.. haiz..

i was bored to tears.. played every game in my handphone.. not once but twice.. some even thrice.. haiz.. when my dad finally was out, it was my bro's turn.. and i had to wait again.. with no food or water.. i was a hungry, thristy and bored gal.. haiz.. wat type of service is this.. i had expected more.. but wat can u expect from the police?? haiz..

finally.. my turn.. and i only took like 30 mins.. wow.. compare this to my dad's.. and for the most part of this, the questions were quite irrevelant.. haiz.. the room was cold.. fingers frozen jus sitting in it for 5 mins.. my bro took about 45 mins to an hour.. imagine waiting.. for 3 hrs and 25 mins.. my god.. thankfully everything is over.. thank god..

i guess enough of my yakking and cmplains.. haha.. going to slp soon.. tired again..>.<.. nitez..

2004-10-01T22:26:00.000+08:00

lalala.. i really shld not have gone to sch today.. today was a total bore.. no lessons at all.. i had free period the whole day.. wat the hell.. waste my time coming to sch.. waste my water for washing my uniform.. haiz.. stupid sch..

oh ya.. downloaded lots of games today.. my phone is so fun now.. lalala.. weather so cold.. fingers feeling numb.. getting kinda hard to type.. >.<.. really feel like yaking away to someone.. it's been long since i chat on the phone.. i wonder how much gossips i have missed out.. haha..

tomolo saturday.. kinda scary.. feeling vy anxious.. wonder wat will happen.. plus i got bad memory.. well.. at least i got a rough idea.. everyone or anyone reading this.. wish me luck k.. hopefully everything turns out fine.. haiz.. i think my mum is so suay.. for sure got something funny happen in the house with every new maid.. she has no luck.. haha.. but i guess it is not a laughing matter.. lalala..

nothing to add on liaoz.. shld slp early.. tomolo got caroons to watch.. haha.. childush.. i noe.. and last but not least.. HAPPY CHILDREN DAY!!

2004-09-30T20:59:00.000+08:00

lalala.. long time no blog liaoz.. let's see. today got alot of pple came over to see fatal frame.. von was playing her fatal frame two.. with her new and upgraded camera.. haha.. had a small picnic in my bro's room.. haha.. eat so many things.. called junk food.. lots or biscuits, chips, 'shan za' and etc. stuff..

tomolo actually dun want to go sch.. but some stupid person say the sch dun allow.. stupid lah.. waste pple's time only.. somemore tomolo lessons so slack.. wat the hell right.. haiz.. the stupid sch can go and die.. useless and unreasonable.. but i think is maybe the stupid woman wants us to go to sch.. not the sch dun allow.. haiz.. dunno lah..

today rain so much.. haiz.. such a good weather to slp.. and i did.. more like dozed off.. haha.. kinda piggy.. >.<.. talked to lin about poly, jc and uni life.. now at least got a clearer view.. hopefully can get to my poly course.. lalala.. now got singapore idol but lazy to watch..

nth else to write liaoz.. and got shoulder ache.. dunno wat happen.. must be jus now slp wrongly.. >.<.. anywayz.. gtg.. eat desert.. byez..

2004-09-28T23:48:00.000+08:00

heyz.. a few new stuff to add in.. yupe.. change my blog skin.. courtesy of qiqi.. thank u.. let's see.. got lots of stuff to do.. and yet lazy.. haiz.. feel like slping.. but tt would jus seem so piggy.. but i m one.. haha..

saturday.. kinda anxious about it.. i guess i m freaking out.. haha.. i really have no idea wat would they ask.. and i got vy bad memory.. wat if i say something wrong?? hmmm.. let's hope tt everything would go well..

i m a happy person today.. yeah.. read comics.. and now i got my eye on a new set.. the drawings are so cute.. lalala.. hmm should be 6 plus per book.. kinda ex but hu cares.. so anxious for tomolo.. gonna get the poster.. so happy.. weehh.. i guess i m abit hpyer right now.. jus watch some old and crappy and funny anime.. can die laughing.. haha..

horror movie on 5 now.. dun dare go in my bro's room.. he watching.. haiz.. how to slp?? have to wait.. haiz.. i guess tt's bout it.. and i really miss my diary.. where have u been?? lalala.. he is around.. jus tt i dun wanna bother him.. >.<.. anywayz.. nitez..

2004-09-27T17:01:00.000+08:00

haiz.. it's time for bloggy.. and yet there r so many thing i wanna say.. and yet so little time.. so much things have happen in the past few weeks.. whether good or bad.. jus seems tt everything is going wrong..

too many and yet so little.. how do i put it.. i guess i drag unwanted pple into this little problematic world of mine.. again.. especially when it has nothing to do with tt person.. is everyone jus so simple minded or narrow minded?? it's my choice anyway.. sometimes i jus wished tt nothing of this sort had ever happen.. and yet i can't regret wat has been done.. well.. i have to learn from my mistakes.. can't they see tt he is not the only one suffering.. i m too.. haiz..

like i said.. i guess these pple r jus too simple minded.. or maybe more like they dun think of others.. and yet they say they care.. maybe they do.. but they dun see wat's beyond sometimes.. or maybe most of the time.. i feel guilty.. haiz.. dragging pple in again.. is life always this hard.. i guess it is.. maybe i m jus too naive.. haha.. fancy calling myself tt..

i really begin to believe and think tt maybe some of our sch pple r not wat they seem to be.. well.. everyone do have their own dark side.. i can't stand tt fact tt i look at things so easily now.. i used to be vy sharp at pple's true nature.. i guess a year and a two could change so much.. i wonder wat would ten years bring about..

feeling kinda distress right now.. really wish i could talk to someone.. and yet i dun want to drag anyone else into this already big mess.. haiz.. where my human diary when i need them.. but telling them would risk involving them.. everything jus seems like my fault now.. hmmm.. maybe things would have been better if i was not around..

i guess i would have summarise some stuff up.. hopefully everthing goes well on saturday.. wish me all the best.. got to go.. byez..

2004-09-24T22:30:00.000+08:00

yeahs.. the prelims r finally over.. after two long weeks of mugging and late night studying.. i can finally slp in peace..

such a tiring day today.. it been rushing here and there.. from sch to cineleisure to help out for the gala premiere of toad.. a movie by south east cdc.. yupe.. then have to give out flyers to ask pple to come and watch.. haiz.. weather so hot outside somemore.. but was slacking half the time.. and it's like wat's new??

the movie was quite funny.. with some boo boos here and there.. like slippers and sch uniform.. and 6.55 in the evening?? abit late right to still be in sch.. and the part on kim's coffee.. totally wrong.. haha.. one moment it's there the next gone.. then there again..

recently i been thinking tt everytime i walk up or down the stairs, i will fall.. and today, my premonition was correct.. was climbing up to the so called second floor of the lounge, i trip over the last step.. scary.. then on the way home, i miss a step and fell slightly.. lucky yan ling was there to catch me for tt one.. if not.. i wun be sitting here typing this out.. haha..

today is officiaily known as accident prone day.. bang into escalators.. ran down the going up escalator and jumped off it.. causing my leg to hurt like crap.. haiz.. i such a poor soul today.. haha.. today's post is long enough.. so chaoz..

2004-09-21T22:00:00.000+08:00

lalala.. today got no school.. cause got a maths exam.. but i dun take.. so no school.. yeah.. suppoe to meet spencer.. teach me e maths.. but could not go in the end.. haiz.. mum dun allow.. the part time maid came.. and my mum wanted to stay home.. >.<.. feeling damn bad right now..

raining weather.. haiz.. perfect for slping.. but did not.. was using the net.. could not resist.. haha.. like wat's new?? and Os r coming and here i m slacking away.. tomolo got e maths paper and here i m using the net.. haiz.. dun feel like taking Os this year.. life jus so sucks.. hate examz.. >.<..

feeling damn bored now.. bro is slping cause he is tired.. so i can't watch him play game.. wah.. jus when the story line was getting interesting.. haiz.. hoping for someone to talk to me.. yet dun feel like bothering pple.. haha.. abit crazy today.. feeling very mixed up right now.. no thankz to the raining weather.. so days r jus happy when it rains and some days r like shit.. haiz..

i guess it enough of my rattling.. i m getting long winded.. which is no good.. means i getting old.. haha.. getting lame.. guess i got to go.. nitez..

2004-09-20T23:05:00.000+08:00

heyz.. its been long since i last came online or blog.. and the feeling is great.. nothing is better than using my internet.. haha..

laugh alot today.. and when i say alot, means alot.. especially with mel's and mine 'prefect' playing skills.. topped off with lots of run, evade, take and herbal medicine.. and with my brother's games, tales of symphonia funny story line.. nothing can beat this.. having bad stummy aches now thanks to these wondeful pple.. which i sincerly want to thank.. haha..

oh yah.. i m so pissed with someone.. whom i do not want mention the name.. it would jus spoil my blog.. bloody BITCH.. how dare she use my name so freely.. and so more use it to so called threaten pple.. bloody hell.. and she still dare say tt i m compatible with hu.. FUCK OFF BITCH.. i so dun not think so loh.. either she is blind, stupid or dumb.. oh.. i forgot.. she is all of the above.. dun wanna talk about her anymore.. jus makes my blood boil..

hmmm.. let's see.. i forgot wat else happen today.. oh yah.. talk to my little brother.. he so cute and funny.. yupe..and with all these other happy things, today bad stuff tt happen, i gonna not remember them.. i want today to be a happy day.. full of laughter and joy.. sounds corny.. haha..

anyway.. i got to pen off.. hopefully i can blog in tomolo.. or wish for my quick return.. chaoz..

2004-09-18T20:38:00.000+08:00

yo yo yo.. i m finally back and able to write my blog.. it's exam week.. so got lots of late night mugging to do.. and von burning the mid night oil with me.. haha.. and next week still got exam.. really dun feel like having exams.. haiz.. it driving me crazy..

guess wat.. i bought a new wallet.. and yes i noe.. i got lots of wallets at home already.. but i could not resist.. my little brother is making me feel bad again.. i think he bought something for me.. and i feel like i owe him lots.. haiz.. shld get for him something too.. yupe..

was feeling quite lost on tuesday.. hmmm.. how to say.. jus kinda lost.. haha.. makes no sense right.. but lost means lost.. but everything is kinda quite ok now.. for now i guess.. i can't imagine wat happens when i de-stress.. haiz.. everthing in my hse will be flooded.. haha.. if those of u tt r reading and can't understand, never mind.. haha.. i make no sense half or most of the time..

i drop quite alot of hair these few days.. i suspect is exam stress.. haiz.. i m scared of going bald.. haha.. i really have no idea wat else to write.. i m so out of ideas.. and so not in the mood.. crapz.. then i guess i will pen off.. chaoz..

2004-09-06T22:04:00.000+08:00

heyz.. it's been log since i last update.. sorry.. been kinda busy and lazy.. >.<.. the usual me.. haha.. let's see.. wat have happen the last couple of days.. hmm.. i dun really remember.. die.. i got super bad memory.. haha..

okz.. truthfully.. hmmm.. studying.. prelims r next week.. and i have not been studying.. i only started today.. abit too late right.. i noe.. but at least i m mtrying now.. better now than never.. haha.. sounds corny..

bro bought new game.. tales of symphonia.. to me, it's abit of everything.. abit of rave, shadow skills, etc.. but story and drawing nice.. especially genis.. he is so cute.. >.<.. haha.. played with von hexic.. learnt it today.. >.<.. requires some thinking.. haha..

i guess tt about all.. haha.. byez..

2004-09-02T21:59:00.000+08:00

lalala.. had maths test today.. >.<.. horrible.. so many question dunno how to do.. die liaoz.. hols start next week.. and i have to mug.. cuase i have not started studying for my prelims.. crapz.. life is so not fun..

had pe today also.. played table tennis.. jus learn today.. quite fun.. haha.. must 'pang' the table once.. then playing doubles.. >.<.. had pizza for dinner.. wah.. so full now.. everyone lazy to cook mah.. haha.. so take away.. hmmm.. more like call in.. >.<..

tomolo is some crap humans day.. wth.. dunno wat crap is tt.. but i guess is boring.. haiz.. go out tomolo.. dun care.. haha.. shopping.. lalala..

nothing much liaoz.. tired and lazy also.. so wun be typing anymore.. haha.. byez..

2004-09-01T22:06:00.000+08:00

teachers day.. also means holiday.. yeah.. and it also means yan ling's bdae.. happy birthday.. went to her hse to surprise her.. haha.. and she was surprise.. then we went swimming.. haha.. vy fun..

truthfully, i m so tired right now.. running about the whole day.. hmmm.. m so lazy to type too.. well.. nothing much happened today either.. other than yan ling having three cakes for her birthday.. [she going to grow fat].. haha..

hmm.. i guess i will jus end it off here.. yawnz.. going to slp soon.. nitez..

2004-08-31T22:06:00.000+08:00

lalala.. it's teachers day today.. whishing all teachers a happy teachers day.. haha.. got half day, so sch ended early.. went to bugis to shop.. with von.. happy..

i suspecting something.. hmmm.. i think fran and morgan and maybe howe tjuan conspiring(spelling) behind my back.. kanna buang by all three of them today.. wah.. poor me sia.. and to think fran bully me.. haiz.. alot of pple never come to sch today.. half my class never come.. and pple tt i expected them to come never come.. like annette, emily and qiqi.. and pple i expected to not come like vinno, randy and shi kang come.. weird right..

today also have the mass dance.. quite fun.. and yet funny.. laugh alot.. some moves look quite stupid.. haha.. today also laugh alot.. my bro keep making me laugh.. until stomach ache and cannot breathe.. haha.. he keep making the stupid looking face.. then quite scary.. but i cannot stop laughing.. haiz.. stomach ache now.. >.<..

anywayz.. nothing much to write liaoz.. listening to the radio now.. hmmm.. quite boring.. i think i stop liaoz.. vy long winded today.. haha.. smilez..

2004-08-30T21:54:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey..it is time for bloggy.. haha.. feeling bored now.. i finished all my chores except studying.. >.<.. truthfully.. i think chores r much more fun to do than studying.. and i earn five bucks today.. yeah..

it's teachers day tomolo.. >.<.. well.. bought cards for chee, lin, aisha and teng.. the rest of the teachers is some i do not noe vy well.. but some can go and die.. haha.. sch ends early somemore.. shopping.. need to get fran her present..

hmmm.. bored to tears now.. i want somone to talk to me.. go bother pple on msn.. haha.. today somemore so boring and sad.. why.. cause no one to talk to me.. and i got bullied again.. haiz.. poor me.. i have to console myself.. haha..

anywayz.. it bother pple time.. chaoz..

2004-08-29T23:30:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey.. i woke up late today.. but i slpt at three this morning.. u can't blame me.. haha.. okz.. latest update.. everything is almost settled.. jus waiting for the results.. hopefully god will answer my prayer.. haha..

i have not been studying.. with so many sudden things.. hmmm.. i dun think i will have the time next week either.. crapz.. i hate the police.. damn.. they sure take things slowly.. so does the hospital.. slow pokez..

i guess i shld jus end off here.. there is nothing much to write liaoz.. and i m tired.. yawnz.. so i gtg.. nitez..

2004-08-29T00:01:00.000+08:00

haiz.. many things happen today.. and non of them are good.. things have really gone from bad to worst.. so tired.. whether physically or mentally.. the root ot it.. my maid.. haiz.. so unlucky to get her.. haiz.. i sighing alot.. well, wat can i say?? problems and troubles..

my parents only jus came back from hols on friday.. and today, saturday.. the maid is causing so much problems.. she is so daring.. haiz.. i really dun feel like typing this out.. it is such a long story.. and i m jus too tired.. haiz.. i jus this is jus fated to happen.. god is testing my faith..

i really have no mood to say anymore.. haiz.. i jus i will jus end off.. all i can say tt this is going to be a long and tedious, bumpy and unfriendly few days.. already feeling so dead now.. haiz.. gtg.. chaoz

2004-08-27T20:23:00.000+08:00

lalala.. i m writing early today as i may not have the chance to do so later.. let's see.. today is friday.. so sch ends early.. and the interact club had their charity innovation fair.. but i had to go pick my parents up at the airport.. so i gave my tickets to pei li instead..

i got bullied today.. by so many pple.. there is morgan, daryl, benjamin, my own brother.. wah.. so unfair.. and i got a new nick name.. it is called blur kissing pufferfish.. (>.<).. haha.. my bro gave it to me.. on the mrt train to changi airport..

we went there to give my parents a surprise.. and we both sure gave them one.. and i so so hyper, i could not stop jumping and laughing.. my bro was trying to calm me down but instead, ended up laughing too.. haha..

von is not in sch again.. wah.. miss u even more.. haha.. monday must come ah.. and thankz for helping me today.. to check the flight details.. hmmm.. wat else it there?? oh yah.. lucky i did not go watch the twin effects 2.. cause my mum bought the dvd.. haha.. save money.. lucky..

anwayz.. my mum needs to use the com.. so i got to chaoz.. nitez..

2004-08-26T21:22:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. well.. there is nothing much to write today.. my bro is being evil.. cause he and i got stummy problems the last week, he decided not to eat dinner at home anymore.. and have left me alone to eat horrible food.. >.<.. this suckz.. and thank god my parents r coming home tomolo.. [praise the lord]..

in sch.. hmmm.. laugh alot with fran.. gossiping and bad mouthing the teachers again.. haha.. especially, major tan.. haha.. and i dun feel bad at all.. muahahahahaha.. walked home with spencer and morgan, more like half way.. said our goodbyes at the casa sarina bus stop.. so happy got pple to walk home with.. and i actually felt tt i walked them home, as in to the bus stop.. >.<.. lame.. von today never come.. wah.. anyway, hope u r feeling better.. hope to see u in sch tomolo..

there is singapore idol tonight.. i hope olinda gets in the top ten.. i think her singing is great.. haha.. my ex sch friend also participating.. jane chia.. but dunno her well.. but.. she still looks the same.. wishing her all the best too.. haha..

bro is on the way home.. >.<.. happy to see him.. missed him.. he is so cute and sweet.. yes and i think all of u noe tt.. i always talk about him.. of course.. he is my precious.. haha.. no lah.. jus kidding.. hoping he finds a girlfriend soon.. yupe..

at first say nth to write, in the end crap alot.. haha.. need to chaoz.. smilez..

2004-08-25T22:08:00.000+08:00

yawnz.. so tired.. been out the whole day.. from 7 in the morning, to 8 in the night.. and i had to bathe late.. so now my hair is wet and i can't go wink wink.. haiz.. but bro waited for me today.. and walk home with me.. he so sweet and cute.. haha..

guess wat.. i just found out tt my bro also having stummy problems.. and also since friday.. >.<.. he and i the same.. and now i begin to suspect the hse food.. thank god i bought macs home for dinner today.. and my bro today ate out before he fetch me.. all of the sudden, i wish my paretns were back in sing.. and i can have nice proper food..

went for english tuition.. haha.. quite funny.. not to forget noisy too.. have to thank li ying for letting me go her hse before tuition started.. and thankz for the food too.. >.<.. i still feel bad.. haha.. next time come my hse, i treat u.. haha..

my bro jus read my blog.. he say vy funny.. and tt i shld slp early as i m having stummy problems.. haha.. he so caring.. so sweet.. hopefully my boyfriend would be like him.. but quite hard to find this type of guys.. haiz..

eating chocolates now.. m&m.. haha.. peanuts.. one of my favourite flavours.. hmm.. nth else to write liaoz.. so goin to chaoz.. nitez..

2004-08-24T21:08:00.000+08:00

lalala.. m quite happy today.. cause my bro connected my old key booard and mouse to the laptop.. so i can fianlly type properly.. but after not using it for a month.. it will take time for me to get used to it again..

to morgan.. i being to seriously believe u on wat u said last night.. about the part on me being blur to the extreme.. haha.. why.. cause today on msn, i was totally so blur, there were so many windows open and pple were typing and typing non stop.. and i totally lost it.. i was lost.. like floating in the middle of the pacific ocean.. haha..

oh yah.. today is such a joyous day.. why.. cause i did not see ms kwek for english.. haha.. i now dun have english on tuesday and thursday.. (praise the lord).. i having maths now.. it was so fun.. haha.. laugh alot.. and i still have my tummy ache.. crapz.. 6 days liaoz.. >.<..

today, qi sat with me during bio.. and as usual, bio was a bore.. and she hold us back til so late.. until fran buy the mee siam turn cold.. wah.. so angry with her.. and my bro created and icq account for me.. well something like created one..

all in all, today is a good day.. smilez..

2004-08-23T20:29:00.000+08:00

crapz.. i m so not happy today.. i been having tummy problems since friday nite.. is it the hse food?? hmmm.. i wonder.. and i have been eating tofu for the past 5 days.. can things get any worst??

to yvonne.. hope u r feeling better and happier.. if u need anything, can call me.. i can be your shoulcer to cry on if u need one.. haha.. and guess wat.. today's chem dsp was surprisingly fun.. shcoking isn't it.. we were all laughing at the last part.. at least i was.. haha..

and yes.. finally, i get to eat my swensens ice cream.. haha.. but spend so much money.. sob sob.. so poor now.. bro is out to the movies.. so lucky.. i also want to go.. i want to watch twin effects 2.. hu want to bring me go?? shouting out to any kind soul.. want to bring me go watch movie?? begging u on my knees.. haha.. i m not kidding..

hmmm.. let's see.. wat else is there.. oh yah.. i also kanna blue black.. crap.. it hurts like crap.. and how i got it?? by walking into a door.. >.<.. stupid stupid.. haha.. anyway.. there is nothing else.. so penning[is there such a word?? and correct spelling??] off.. nitez..

haiz..

2004-08-22T21:52:00.000+08:00

today is a another hectic [not sure the spelling] day.. crap.. my maid is going crazy.. she is freaking the shit outof me and my poor brother.. i really pity him.. he so scared till he is asking me to slp with him in the same room.. wat to do?? parents not in singapore..

yucks.. i saw my sch teacher today.. not sure wat's his name.. but von and i call him charlie chaplin.. wat the hell.. so unlucky.. so more wearing shorts.. how can u wear shorts to church?? so improper.. and bring girl friend.. haiz.. eye sore liaoz..

writing letter to my little brother.. haha.. trying to think how to continue.. and my real brother is so cute.. u noe wat he said?? he says guys tt irritate gals means tt they like the gal.. but i get bullied and irritated by alot of pple.. tt does not mean tt they like me right.. he told me to be straight forward the next time the guy bully me.. u like me ah?? eveytime bully me.. haha.. but truthfully i dun dare.. haha..

there sch tomolo.. crap.. i hate sch.. but hu does not??thank god got no kwek lesson tomolo.. haha.. i think i better chao liaoz.. nitez..

2004-08-21T17:01:00.000+08:00

today is the first time i m using my blog..

[von sings bahh bahh black sheep in the back ground..]

i really need to thank von for helping me create this master piece..

today is slack day.. parents not in town.. life is boring.. i m broke too, no money, so sad.. actually, von and me were suppose to study bio but the blog seems more important.. and it is o level year.. crap..

had bad stomach ache this morning.. bloody hell.. yesterday, went to parkway.. raining.. crap.. was feeling damn cold..

i m talking crap now.. also made fun of von today.. vy funny.. haha.. i think von is going to curse me in her blog today.. but hu cares?? i m a cat.. got nine lives ah.. muahahahahahahah..

i think i shall stop here for today.. chaoz..