Tuesday, May 16, 2006
jus to say a few words.. hurr~
love my ba bei-s haha.. best pple in the world.. love sch so much cause of them..
adores my girlfriends.. wat would i do without u guys..
misses all my wives.. it has been a while since i saw u guys.. still thinking bout u..
home has been hectic.. where temper flare and words spoken in anger lash out.. home is not wat it use to be.. is not a place i look forward to going back to..
there and done.. i getting annoyed.. and super irritated.. jus forget it..
11:55 PM
Thursday, April 13, 2006
it has been a long time since i blog.. terribly long.. i getting lazy to blog.. bah~ yet so many things have happen.. but i either dun have to time or the effort to blog it down.. this blog is almost non existent.. hmmmZ.. almost to the point where pple dun visit anymore.. haha~ i dun even visit my own blog..
hmmmZ.. one month has past since i blog.. well.. nth much have happen.. JUN went to paris.. so sad.. but she coming back.. soon.. actually is tomolo.. let see.. i worked.. kinda worked lah.. got a 100.. i trying to save money.. but failing badly again.. too much comics to buy.. i have not gone shopping in a long time.. bah~ i need clothes.. lala~
hmmmZ.. there was youth appreciation night.. at momo.. was it momo.. i can't really remember.. but skipped tt.. JUN not around.. PJ working.. and i have Von's birthday to celebrate.. so yupe.. hmmmZ.. wat else?? oh yah.. sch been busy.. though it has not started.. involve in the orientation on week zero.. so yupe.. had synergy leaders camp.. haha~ being in prog com is so much fun.. can do anything anytime anywhere.. lala~ cluedo was fun.. but night walk was even better.. super funny.. haha~
then there was samantha's chalet.. lala~ so fun.. mahjong.. though i can't really remember how to play.. lala~ and guess wat.. tammy from nyp.. was having chalet too.. we were in no. 3.. she was in no. 5.. wth right.. having meetings in sch.. so sianZ.. next whole week got to go back.. haha~
watching this nice anime recently.. called soukyuu no fafner.. haha.. it is quite a sad anime.. has no ended yet though.. but can tell is is sad anime.. lala~ but i like it.. haha.. the opening song is super nice.. called shangri-la.. hurr~
my.. long post..
telling u the turth.. this holiday has been a kinda sad one though.. pple drifiting in and out.. is kinda hard to tell wat reality and wat is not.. it is sad tt pple i m close to drift away.. and pple i dun really know drift even further.. but yet.. there have been happy moments.. made new friends.. but.. they cannot replace one another.. maybe it was partialy my fault.. geting caught up with school and other stuff.. it is hard to tell.. i think i m escaping reality again.. i always do.. i not a strong person.. my make believe worlds and friends is wat i think i will always have.. therefore.. i always run away.. from the truth tt this reality brings down onto me.. i jus a simple girl.. yet sometimes it fells like the weight of the world is on my shoulders.. but i guess i think too much.. it is not like i saving the world.. haha.. i jus hope tt i can make everyone smile.. in the end.. i jus tt carefree person everyone belives i m.. but no one is carefree.. but it is always easier to put on a smile and run away then to face the world.. i hope someone will come and bring me away.. for i m far too weak to go away and stand on my own..
my secret confession..
4:20 PM
Sunday, January 29, 2006
ages have past.. haha.. this blog is almost as good as not in use.. bah~
lots of things have happen.. lots.. most of it was relatively ok.. but it has been a stressful last 2 weeks?? hurr.. i dun really want to rememeber.. something are best left forgotten.. haiZ..
regarding tt incident.. bah.. i dunno wat u gonna do bout it.. but.. i know that she wun lie.. u did put me in a vy difficult position tt night.. i really wanted to jus put down the phone.. i did not want to reply u to tt qns.. haiZ.. in the end i did.. and i really hope tt it wun come down to tt.. cause i would not know wat to do..
i promised u tt i wun lie to u.. i have not and will not.. i hope tt u will at least believe me on tt.. wat i told u was the truth.. and was wat really happen.. between me and her.. her and u.. and me and u.. so yeah.. sorry tt things had happen like this.. but pls cheer up.. and i hope u get to the bottom of the matter as soon.. since it makes u feel better too..
one last thing.. haha.. u made me use like a whole box of tissue tt night.. haha.. guess i was really upset.. due to tt incident and pehaps few other stuff.. has been a stressful month for me.. i guess even worst for u.. so.. dun think too much yeah..
all those tt were kinda involve.. haha.. dun think so much bout it k.. and cheer up.. u noe hu u r.. haha.. i love u guys.. bahahahahaha..
hmmmZ.. friday was a blast.. steamboat was fabulous.. haha.. loved it.. bahahahahaha.. been long since met u guys.. haha.. von.. u r not fat.. bah~ mel.. getting prettier ah.. yan ling.. your hair is really nice.. haha.. ling.. still skinny as ever.. i jealous.. dickson.. i see u quite often.. haha.. bus 15.. spencer.. as dear as always.. haha.. thankz for everything.. especially wat happen this month.. u cheer up too.. lala~
had a great time tlking and catching up on old times.. lala~ i was high.. haha.. thinking dirty.. as always.. bahahahahahhaa~ whee~
hmmmZ.. oh yah.. went to PJ's hse to surprise her for her birthday.. haha.. so funny.. we were hiding in PJ's room.. no space to hide.. then i was like humping JUN' against PJ's cupboard.. bahahahahahaha~ edwin and henry were like gaying under the bed.. oh gods.. was hilarous..
i tired to continue.. laziness is creeping back into my bones.. haha~ i shall blog.. in a.. i dunno.. next millenia.. haha..
10:03 PM
Monday, January 02, 2006
bahahahahahahahahahahaha.. 2005 is finally over.. wat is there to remember?? i dunno.. haha.. there is.. but nth tt i shld blog here.. haha..
2006.. hmmmZ.. resolution.. i dun think i shall make one.. cause i seriously dun follow.. bahahahahahahaaha.. okz.. on the eve.. wat did i do?? for once.. i decided not to go partying in town, suntec/espalnade or at some random friend's hse.. but to go to east coast beach.. haha.. kinda retarded.. but it was nice.. quiet for once.. bahahahahaha.. no need to dress up too.. lala~
hmmmZ.. met veron for dinner.. then butt came later.. haha.. after tt we went to buy green tea and snacks.. then we had ice cream.. super nice.. but ex.. lala~ some funny brand from cold storage.. is made with real fruit.. and is fat free.. lala~
next stop.. 7-11.. haha.. bought alcohol.. hurr~ hoegarden and JB with cola.. for u peeps who dun noe wat JB is.. it mean Jim Bean.. lala~ and i bought my small bottle/stash of absolute vodka.. finally finished it.. haha.. then we played with sparklers.. omg.. brigns back memories.. lala~ then took dumb photo.. haha..
then when 12.. the ship shot thier signal flares.. bah.. and horned their horns.. lala~ then lots of pple started lighting up their sparklers and throwing them into the sea.. bah.. tt all i did.. a nice and quiet celebration..
hmmmZ.. reached home bout 1.30?? i can't remember.. i manage to flag a cab.. haha.. then shower/clean up/wash up.. then slpt like a piggy pig pig.. yupe.. end of story.. bahahahahahahha..
1:28 AM
Thursday, December 29, 2005
hurr.. been long since i blogged.. hurr.. i noe.. after my event.. never blog.. after my birthday.. aslo never blog.. after christmas also nevre blog.. i getting lazy.. bahahahaha.. super LLOOONNNNGGGG post..
so start with nov 27.. event day.. the day was crap.. we woke up late.. had ALOT of last min stuff to do.. bah~ no time for breakfast.. rush here and there and everywhere.. then got vy pissed at someone.. hurr.. shall not mention names.. anywayZ.. was ok til we found out tt there was a screw up in the route.. bah~ how fun.. took a cabs for dunno how long.. i seriously wanted to puke.. omg.. and spent like 60 to 70 within 2 to 3 hrs.. 50 of it was like my next week allowance.. there goes my food.. was so poor.. me and PJ had to share a plate of duck rice for lunch like at 4 plus.... came back to main site.. wanted to puke.. had a headache.. oh gods.. then prize giving.. got screw up.. everyone not where they suppose to be.. finally over.. still have to stay back to clear up.. hurr~ i seriously wanted to die.. i had like less than 3 hrs of slp a day for one week.. gods i looked gross..
birthday.. was on a monday.. woah.. i like start at 10 and end at 6.. how lovely.. is a long day.. crapZ.. went for POM tut first.. all crap and bull.. next had a break.. then econs lec.. skipped tt and joined spencer in the library.. hurr~ so glad.. then went for some course thingy thingy.. left sch late.. crapZ.. i skipped my jap lec because of tt crap.. oh well.. the teacher gave me a LOA.. and talking bout LOA.. my god.. i took like 4 whole days of LOA cause of the event.. i can't catch up with my studies.. ah F**K.. but in the end i anyhow lah.. manage somehow or another.. then parents have not gotten me my presents yet.. to today.. hmmmZ.. had wishes from friends all over.. was nice.. haha..
christmas.. i officially broke.. hurr~ all my money has gone to buy prezzie.. my god.. never knew i spend so much in a day.. but was kinda worth it in a way.. church friends prezzie was relatively cheap.. haha.. other friends were a diff story.. bahahahahaha.. so poor now.. but veron came to stay ove on the 23.. haha.. so cool.. had lots of fun.. talked crap.. then 24 we curled our hair for midnight mass.. whee~ veron looked pretty.. haha.. ate nice dinner.. have wine.. became a pig.. nth new.. then midnight mass peagent was rubbish.. stupid donkey tt keeps going HE-HO.. wtf.. anywayZ.. was not payig attention.. was msging christmas wishes around.. hurr~ then 35 had another christmas dinner.. with turkey this time.. i really eat like a pig.. hurr~
having hols now.. tt good.. finally a break in a super long while.. i nua-ed.. slpt like a pig.. haha.. oh my.. ish 4 in the morning.. and i got to wake up at like 8.30.. hurr~ no mood to slp tonight.. i depressed.. over wat?? i dunno.. haha.. is jus one of those days.. lala~ i jus being retarded.. i need money.. i want comics.. i m deprive.. hurr~ where my prince charming or where is atm machine.. bahahahahahaha.. okz.. getting tired now.. hurr~ life has caught up to me.. i getting old.. i dun feel old but the way i talk to myself.. i sound old.. hurr~ i talking to myself.. i seriously need councelling.. so as someone i noe said tt.. hurr~ wat dumb logical
hungry again.. but since when i was not.. hmmmZ.. bro got me this stuper cute pig called ashley.. the runaway pig.. love her to bits.. alot like me.. lazy.. clumsy.. loves chicken pie.. pizza and chocolate.. haha.. if life was like tt everyday i would not mind.. haha.. i making myself hungier .. bahahahaha.. shall stop here.. i too lazy to type the rest.. shall do it another day.. bahahahaha~ hopefully in a better mood.. wahahahahaha..
3:44 AM
Sunday, November 20, 2005
so hungry.. so slpy.. so tired.. and i got a backache.. bah~
it is only a week away from the event.. so exciting.. and scary.. finally.. all the months of brain deads, slacking, free labour and lot of extra stuff.. it is going to be over.. haha.. i gonna cry when it is over.. bah~
then after that i will be so free.. lala~ shopping.. haha.. slping.. everything i wanted.. lala~ i can celebrate my birthday in peace too.. haha.. whcih reminds me of MTV in dec.. hurr~ so interesting.. i wanna start to get good sponsors.. like topshop etc.. haha.. whish me lucks..
anywayZ.. i like so nua now.. lala~ super brain dead lah.. did lots of crap today.. ran around the office like a crazy gal.. print and trim lots of stuff.. pack stuff.. had meetings.. go reccee.. tooks lots of cabs.. spend lots of money.. and i want my purple saree.. haha.. it is free.. lala~
backache-y.. hurr~ i can't sit properly.. sobZ.. tomolo free breakfast.. YAY!! then off to shop for the small logistics stuff.. and i wanna go expo.. got the make-up fair.. haha.. 80% off lei.. lala~
need to wake up early tomolo.. better slp early too.. lala~ haha.. niteZ.. byebye..
12:53 AM
Sunday, November 13, 2005
bah~ i feeling so crapZ now.. lala~ sch been ok.. lala~ amazing race is in 2 weeks time.. bah~ and so many things have happened.. shyt..
talking bout race.. it been hell sia.. first thing first.. i think we started it off too late.. or something.. there is like not enough time or barely enough time to finish up all the rubbish.. hurr~ rushing thru some last min stuff.. so crappy..
been kinda sad.. hurr~ maybe more like irritated too.. i dunno.. but i seriously need to say something bout recent happenings.. i shall not mention names or wat-so-ever.. firstly.. i do hope everything jus settles between u two.. whether u guys gonna talk it out or not.. nextly.. though u said that i have not say in this argument.. i think i have a say in one part of it.. where is concerns a certain someone (HY).. i did not find it out myself during the camp fire night.. u t0ld me over the phone.. i want to make this clear.. other than this.. i do not have a say in this.. i dun want to be seen as taking a side or watever.. thirdly.. i not some kind of item or wat that when u need me or my help that u come and find me and ask for help.. i a person too.. i have feelings.. i want to make this claer.. she did not steal me away from u.. we are close now is because we spent so much time together.. doing the race or going out together.. i trust her and she trust me.. u said that she stole me away from u cause i kinda like drifted away from u.. why did u not call me or visit me?? like i said i not something left on the shelf for u to use me as and when u need me.. next.. i not going against u.. nor did she ask me to or wat-so-ever.. i want to clear things up between me and u first.. watever i said/tag that day.. was facts.. nth there was meant to be against u.. wat i want to say.. i have said.. written down.. is up to u to believe..
u have your own opinion.. i have mine.. every story is like a coin.. it has two sides.. since i m not entitled to have a say in this.. i shall not comment on wat u guys shld do.. but if u ever need to talk things out between u two.. i will be there for u guys.. as a friend.. i not taking sides..
there.. said wat i needed to.. i jus hope everything will jus settle.. there is enough things for me to handle.. i not a octopus.. i dun have eight arms.. so u guys jus take care..
lala~ i done.. shall blog another day.. hope things will be on a happier note..
11:56 PM
